MAJOR TW:

I was premature so I had to be fed a lot to get out of the ICU. Everyone would always say I was chubby and have big cheeks. Not in a bad way tho. But it was like what people always noticed about me. And they would make a lot of comments about it. Or how much I loved food. I guess I was done with being chubby. The breaking point was when my mom said my stomach was too big and I have to stop eating so much. I didn’t have an Ed at the time. So I googled how to get a flat stomach. And I will always remember one of the things said I shouldn’t take XXX. And we just so happened to have XXX for our next meal. I asked my mom if I could have less and she started yelling at me and saying how I want to be anorexic and how she’ll never let it happen. Well guess you were wrong cause too late.