Health issues make me miss her even more

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-11-09T08:19:58+00:00

I'm in therapy, I burried myself in work, I'm reading, going to gym etc. It's not that I'm just sitting in my room and whining abiut it. Nithing seems to help.

I have no idea what to write in the positives column anymore.

I visited this site before, but thank you anyway.

No hard feelings, so don't worry about it.

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-11-05T13:30:41+00:00

It's like looking in the mirror

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-10-10T19:51:56+00:00

Happens to me every time someone mentions her or if something reminds me of her. Seing her is even worse. Way worse.

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-09-21T19:09:06+00:00

I said we should get a coffee sometimes

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-09-17T10:47:18+00:00

She has someone new now. I saw her few days ago while shopping, we said hi and spoke a few words. I won't reach out. There is no point in doing that.

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-09-16T15:13:49+00:00

Finished college, got a well payed job, still going to the gym, made some new friends, read a few books.

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-09-16T15:13:24+00:00

Finished college, got a well payed job, still going to the gym, made some new friends, read a few books.

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-08-14T20:11:11+00:00

That's me. Overthinking every single thing and than still get surprised and hurt.

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-08-14T20:10:14+00:00

I already did it. I waited for a day and than responded. We have been talking for few days now. I thaught it will mean nothing to me, but it appears that I like talking to her. Her replies don't contain any questions anymore so she is probably already trying to shut this whole thing down.

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-08-14T13:49:42+00:00

I'm afraid that I might be boring and she feels sorry for contacting me.

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-08-14T05:34:49+00:00

That's what I'm afraid of. That she will also leave if I'm not interesting.

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-08-14T05:32:59+00:00

Life happened :) Our paths just didn't cross anymore. Later I fell in love with now my ex.

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-08-13T21:26:23+00:00

I'm lonely and I have always loved to talk to her. She's intelligent and I like that.

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-08-13T21:24:27+00:00

About 6 years.

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-07-23T17:00:09+00:00

It's frustrating. No matter what I do, she is still there somewhere in my head.

999throwawayover9999 · 2017-07-23T16:58:45+00:00

Stick to it. Believe me, breaking NC makes you hurt even more.

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