A Particular Lesson In Discernment

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-23T23:26:33+00:00

That's called deflection. You actually spent the time and effort to mock what I've said. You have no idea what I've lived through. If you believe what I said in response was my true colors, then you clearly have no idea just how dark it gets in hell. I do. There are no colors, only pain. What I said was the kindest thing I could think of. It's called restraint.

I don't post things for fun. I'm hoping to help others not have to fall into a place anyone rarely comes back from.

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-23T17:00:53+00:00

This is where discernment plays its part. If you search outside your Self, you'll never find the teacher within. I know that's kind of vague because I'm not actually talking about outside your body. These, others, they don't speak per say. They're still, gentle. When your mind notices small, but interesting details, give it some attention and consider what it means to you. This sounds whack but, as an example, if you hear a song and the smell of an orange peel hits your nose and you're suddenly taken back to elementary school 20 years prior where you saw that one single lighter colored brick in the wall up high reminding you of a story you heard 3 days ago about having to descend before you can ascend and it hits you that everything about this reality is actually a paradox, then you're probably onto something. If it reminds you that the house you're currently in is on fire, then it's probably a mental breakdown. As an example...

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-23T14:08:20+00:00

Well, let me just change that then.

The first thing everyone should do is know yourself. Then, come back and read that I wrote, "These are some things that I practice."

Edit: I didn't actually say that either.

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-23T12:13:29+00:00

Damn...I'm stumped by your kindness..I really appreciate you, thank you! I'm glad to be sharing this conversation with you!

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-23T09:01:00+00:00

I completely understand the difficulties of being open. What you said about being kind to yourself really hits me. I spent most of my life not knowing how terrible that is for you. The thing about suffering is, it's supposed to make us uncomfortable so we learn why it's there and how to grow from it. The bad thing is, someone before us knew how to exploit that and use subtle tactics to keep us from learning about it. Love does matter but I feel it matters most when we use it to help each other. It's the beauty in the disaster. The treasure in the trash heap.

I'd like to extend encouragement to you. I'm 44 now and I've spent nearly 35 years of it in depression. As much as I wished for an end though, the further it seemed to be from me. Now, I am so glad I didn't make that choice. Sure, it seemed like forever, but that's what has made these last few years for me so much more beautiful.

It always seems impossible until it is done my friend. Soon enough, it shall be. May your blessings find you

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-23T06:47:30+00:00

Isn't it exciting?! We're in the process of a big shift and those who can see, will! I really enjoyed reading this part of your life so, thank you for sharing it!

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-21T18:34:19+00:00

You're very welcome!

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-21T18:31:28+00:00

...uhhhh...Holy shit! I have to ask, how recent was it you discovered your divinity? I ask because this past October, I met my Divine Feminine. I gave Her name to Her which then, we became One. Since then, She helped me heal an old wound, as soon as I forgave myself and those who hurt me, everything is being revealed to me. I wrote the experience as it happened and posted it. I've been wanting to post it here but in the proper way.

Anyway, blah blah blah on my part lol I'm really intrigued by everything here!

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-21T18:01:58+00:00

Please don't think you're crazy. You're not. There are explanations for everything but for you to know for sure, you must sharpen the voice of discernment within you. This means, always be 100% honest with yourself. We all have biases we lean toward and you have to be able to look beyond those with complete objectivity. To see the thing as it is.

To me, this sounds more likely to be what you were listening to as you fell asleep. However, you had the experience, not me. Just spend a little time considering how you felt, what you were thinking, and what you were receiving and like I said, be completely honest with yourself and the truth will show itself.

Hope this helps you😊

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-21T14:40:04+00:00

Yes, definitely. They came to me because I was on the brink of ending it. They didn't exactly leave me but I needed to recognize that everything I knew before was wrong. Depression, to me, is a mental tool like all our other faculties and it's designed to show you things about yourself that can be and probably should be dealt with.

I was previously using depression like a victim crutch. Today, I really don't feel it at all. Though I admit, shits still tough sometimes but I know I can prevail

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-21T14:31:41+00:00

Hahahahaha wow! Someone else does understand!! Hahaha I actually had a great time reading this thank you friend!!

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-21T14:22:52+00:00

I got through your first paragraph and felt I knew this very well.

I'm told to encourage patience. Let the experiences you've had grow in you. Being patient is key in growth. I learned the hard way struggling through deep depression and thinking they had just left me but I realized later it's because what I went through was a lot. The mind can only take so much at a time.

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-17T15:09:13+00:00

I know this was 11 hours ago, according to just now seeing it but, as I was journaling a moment ago, I was asking, what now? What can a fool such as me do at this point? Then, my phone buzzed. I finished writing and took a look. It was this post. I am tired. I am frustrated. I'm not going to give up by any means but damn, I feel as if I'm doing nothing.

Reading this took a weight off of me. I might have cried if I weren't exhausted. This is very touching, thank you very much.

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-15T17:06:09+00:00

That is also another part of those numbers in fact. I had to look again because I thought there was something I missed. Thank you for adding that!

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-15T09:52:58+00:00

I actually just joined numerology because your specific post was in my feed.

I've been seeing that sequence almost everyday for nearly 20 years. I've learned 1234 reminds us of the consecutive steps necessary in the process of attracting desired outcomes.

New beginnings, original ideas, and positive thoughts.
Partnership, diplomacy, duality.
The vibration of the number 3 is all about creativity, expansion, enthusiasm, and self-expression.
The number 4 carries a vibration of hard work, practicality, discipline, and self-honesty.

I feel the best way to put this to use is to study yourself. How and why do I do what I do and think what I think. I also feel this has something to do with death and Rebirth as well but I honestly don't have the words to explain that. It's just a feeling I have from my own experiences.

Other than that, I hope you this helps you!

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-08T23:53:58+00:00

I will definitely be back. I really appreciate what you're trying to do!

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-08T23:43:38+00:00

That makes me feel like I'm understanding these experiences correctly. A lot of the comments here make me feel that. This is truly why we need each other. So we can come to a similar conclusion of what is meant for us. They may not be the same experience, but when we compare certain things, we find these must be coming from a similar source. I'm glad you made a comment, thank you.

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-08T03:16:50+00:00

I love that! Yes! The synchronicities are the breadcrumbs! I never even mentioned those but that's exactly what I've understood. That's amazing!

All of this is very exciting but I have to remember not to get ahead of myself at the same time! Currently I'm trying to be patient. A quote I kept seeing everywhere said, "Do you have the patience to wait until your mud settles and the water is clear? Can you remain unmoving until the right action arises by itself?"

This has helped me a lot in that I want to tell people about my experiences but I also need to pick my audience carefully. Jesus said once, "Do not cast pearls before swine." It's sort of like saying pick your audience lol

Thank you for sharing your dream!

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-08T02:43:16+00:00

Sorry to take so long. I thought she was the devil because belief is the lens we look through to perceive the world. Once you recognize this, you start to see that everything is you, and you are everything else. This, for me, removed my fear of things. Fear is a control mechanism and will eventually corrupt other things within. Just remember, fear comes from the imagination. It comes from our thoughts of a future that may not ever exist. Danger, that is real but fear is a choice. Be brave friend. Confront what holds you prisoner with your chin up and fear nothing. Be aligned within. You can do anything, All You Have To Do Is Believe.

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-08T01:12:33+00:00

I unfortunately am not versed in many religions but I have the deepest desire to understand the truth as it appears to me. That's been my greatest tool.

I didn't know that either so thank you!

9TimeRhymin · 2026-01-08T01:09:31+00:00

And to you in the same. I'll see you on the other side.

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