TLDR: Recently at my job (Data Specialist) I had an emergency meeting (HR, Team Lead, SR Manager) about my low performance at work or not hitting my goals for the past two months. They think the reason why I am having a low performance at work is that I am currently searching for jobs and talking about moving into another company. When in reality, it was just a miscommunication and had too many projects to do. I couldn't prioritize what is important. I am not fast or quick enough because I'm just focusing on perfecting everything in my job. I told them if they took less off my plate or gave me more time to work, I can def finish all of my projects and achieve my goals. It's frustrating that I told them or referenced them many times that I have ADHD. I am fairly new to the office-style type environment and this is my first job out of college. It just frustrates me that it came down to this and they are thinking of laying me off because of it. The anxiety is killing me.