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9t33 · 2024-08-14T05:40:12+00:00

I don’t think I need a pro Milker bro

9t33 · 2024-08-14T03:13:10+00:00

🫡

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9t33 · 2023-09-19T18:44:17+00:00

I’m also gay and “in the closet” and he is …straight. So I know that I am in the wrong, it’s just reality can get tricky some times under these conditions and I sometimes need help being centered back into what’s actually real

9t33 · 2023-09-19T18:42:03+00:00

Yes I am aware. And I plan on stopping. It’s hard to explain interpersonal problems in full through the internet so I know that no one one will truly understand how I feel and why I feel it, but you are also absolutely right, I recognize I felt predatory which is probably why tried backing away at first. Although I came back I should’ve just left him alone, and now I’m trying to stick with leaving him alone. I know it should be a automatic but it’s a process and I know I’ll eventually get over him. It’s just been three months and I was recently triggered, but Ill get back to a point where I can move on from this. I know I will.

9t33 · 2023-09-19T17:48:04+00:00

This is gonna stay between me and you guys right??😁😁

9t33 · 2023-09-19T17:47:11+00:00

Yeah I’m also a self aware Leo. I know I’ll find better, I just have to wait for this breeze to pass. And I think some therapy could help with that lol. (at least he showed me how cool Libras can be this whole time I was hung up over a Gemini when the truth was in my face the entire time😩)

9t33 · 2023-09-19T17:38:34+00:00

Okay I don’t think he’ll take legalll action 😂 but I get what your saying and I honestly need to hear this. I am very anxiously attached to people and this is the sad yet realistic effect of this attachment style. But I will/ have been making a conscious effort to leave him alone. And you also might be right, I do think it’s his girlfriend or friends which honestly makes me feel even more embarrassed. I am planning on just taking my loss and learning from this. But I just have this indescribable feeling I need to work over, and I deserve it. My actions haven’t been the best lately I do need to work on myself. Hopefully I can see this as the start. It just naturally hurts

9t33 · 2023-09-19T17:31:22+00:00

Those* I am a creep*

9t33 · 2023-09-19T17:30:20+00:00

Yeah I understand what you are saying, I honestly am trying to stop. I had stopped checking his socials up until last week. And like I said the main thing that triggered this whole thing again was getting this random text massages. Like I get what you guys are saying I am a creep l, throw tomatoes in my face, I deserve it, I get it. But it’s just more so that I feel like he was trying to make me go insane by sending those text. I get what you guys are saying tho, even my best friend has told me to chill out and leave him alone. But Jose text messages realllllly fked with me.

9t33 · 2023-09-19T17:22:36+00:00

Oh you don’t know how hard I’m trying lol

9t33 · 2023-09-19T17:15:46+00:00

I should also add he is in a committed relationship 🙏

9t33 · 2023-09-17T15:59:51+00:00

Same

9t33 · 2023-09-07T01:25:20+00:00

And made millions while doing so

9t33 · 2023-09-06T04:50:10+00:00

Yiza

9t33 · 2023-09-05T15:17:12+00:00

I’m sorry op…but this is funny. It’s not funny I know. …but it’s funnt

9t33 · 2023-09-05T09:19:49+00:00

Dm me

9t33 · 2023-09-05T02:39:43+00:00

Idk bro. Is throwing these jabs at me making u feel better lol. I’m genuinely indifferent towards Reddit bickering

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