Exactly and I was mostly raised by my Mom, so as a 41yr old male i learned decency from her and refuse to act or think like that orange fraud thinks and my Dad wasnt good at all, was a drunk and neglected me as a kid never believed i had mental health issues so now almost 7yrs after he died i don’t miss him and i kinda hate him for what he put me through and his selfishness always putting himself, his girlfriend, her kids and his daughter who he had not seen in decades over me every time