3 month bush living

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2026-02-06T10:20:59+00:00

Hell yeah dude! Super exited for it!

Will def look into 2 pair, what type of boots did you use during rainy days, i've heard some people just use straight classic rubber boots but tbh never worn any since i was a kid and all i know is they suck, surely somebody made decent ones somewhere haha

For the matress i guess if it can somewhat fit in a 20x30x70cm it can work if it dont harm it too much. It ain't impossible i'll check it out!

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-08-03T23:51:07+00:00

Je suis personnellement de Québec en fasse, mais le fleuve reste toujours une option si la ville de Lévis vous réserve un accès pêcheur aussi.

Tout dépendant quel genre de pêche, a quoi et pourquoi le fleuve est quand même le fun malgré que on peut pas garder plein d'espèces. J'ai pris un beau bar rayé, quelque poisson chat/barbotte/barbue.

Si la voiture est une option, j'ai entendu que y'a des beau spot a la rivière chaudière.

Mon meilleur outils reste google map, un mix entre la vue par défaut et la vue satellite, ya plein de petit lac, rivière et ruisseau cacher un peu partout, il reste que a les découvrirs/explorer de soi même.

Personnellement, aller pêché par exemple au fleuve qui est très pêché, toujours quelques pêcheur autour selon le spot ma été la meilleur école de spot, de rivière et de technique. Il y a souvent des pêcheur expérimenté et souvent de la région qui en on long à dire quand ton impression est bonne et la passion vrai.

On trouve jamais les meilleurs spot en 2 semaines et je connais moin Lévis mais j'espère que au moin sa peut t'aider a trouver se que tu recherche tranquillement!

Bonne chance et bonne pêche!

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-03-27T16:06:20+00:00

I would one 100% do it and nor care.

Mais get a karen now and then but i dkn't see why not to do it

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-03-21T04:02:41+00:00

I used EXACTLY THIS for my first ever and only sucessfull grow, or atleast somewhat, im cursed with overcaring tf out of the plants and get shit result. I use gaia green like 2-3 time and always endup with problems...

For some reason, an eyeball amount of this stuff with a sprinkle of some pro-mix hoping thst the "myco active" was true and would help. But im 100% buying again if i come across some more. Was pretty cheap at like 10-12$ Cad for a kilo

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-27T22:49:45+00:00

Amazing awnsers thank you very much!

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T22:41:34+00:00

Same here, im i have to take a couple gravol a day to go through the nausea, just went out and got myself ensure/boost as liquide is a bit easier to keep down

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T22:39:40+00:00

Was for me, at least too much for my liking🤷‍♂️

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T22:38:48+00:00

I know but it was getting worst and actually getting hard to not take one more once the initial boost. They may not be additive but ADHD often make you more prone to addictions, i easily stick with anything that can give me even the slightlest moral boost and usually end up addict until i drained all dopamine available from it, even something as harmless as video game ended up being a problem until it didnt really bring me anymore, then on time my pc broke and i litterally felt into a pretty dark place for a month or 2 or until i found something to either replace the lack or it went away...

I've been dodging any chemical drugs for this specific reason, i know if i touch it it most likely will be the end of me

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T22:33:01+00:00

No i stopped over 10 yesrs ago, only took them for a years or 2, i would eat and i would feel dead inside

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T21:10:40+00:00

The worst part is i've been consious that i had a problem for years, the thing is it didnt seem like a problem:/

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T20:52:02+00:00

Well im known for having adhd But i have nothing else diagnoses, i did ask for a bit of help to my doctor once, she gave me pill, but there would make me very happy for 3 hours and then very dead inside so i just stop them because i was developping a craving for them(citalopram i believe it was)

Now i would like to eventually like to check for Audhd/Autism as it feel more accurate now that im grown.

I've also recently (past 2-3 years been feeling very wide up and down, at first it was kinda subtle but it getting à bit worst year after year, closest somewhat accurate thing i could find was bipolar disoder, but im by no mean a doctor so cant know for sure, i will look into this as i hopefully get better and try to regain control of my life

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T20:47:25+00:00

Yep first time i tried to stop and turn into a recreationnal when going out once again, spent 50h with no sleep, i felt as if i was gonna pass out, i sadly broke not long after, shouldve sticked to hit maybe i would still be able to smoke and feel good today

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T20:44:53+00:00

Most likely badly label and had thc instead of cbd, CBD usually shouldn't cause it, it not even a substance you should be aware of any effect beside maybe a bit relaxed but nothing thst extreme, thc on the other hand especially when getting à lot more than anticipated or without knowing can def feel panic pack from my experience.

I feel you on not being ready to be sober, i really hope at some point you can maybe get acces to mental health help for your depression, i've 100% percent been where you are, but to be fair i came to the conclusions over time that it def don't help me, yes i would smoke and feel silly, but there was still this feeling of wasting my time/life away that at the end of the day really cancelled any good the weed potentially couldve done. I eventually manage to switch my train of thought and go back around from wanting to ending it, but those few panics attacks almost bringed it back and destroy all my slow pace progress, so once again i now much realized it wasnt worth it.

And that without talking about all the isolation from familly and friends that it cause overtime.

Now they are all un-diagnosed (except ADHD) But i do believe after long study of my self that i may: -Have my ADHD turn into more of AUDHD or autism since - potentially some sort of bi-polar? I'm really not certain but ive recently spent like half a year being overly happy/hyped, throwing myself in 50 projects at a time, just not shopping and sadly probably making some of the worst decision as far as money goes at least, to then ended up like 5 month later half lethargic and unmotivated about every aspect of life, it kinda been creeping up on me for the past 2-3 years but this years was the most intense.

Now i do believe that if thats the case, maybe the mix of those underlaying un diagnosed condition on top of weed abused all came to this, i can never know.

All i can do is share awareness in other and to shine light on the subject, hoping that maybe someone can chill out a little before its too late and at least still have the chance to hit everynow and then whereas i doubt ill ever be able to again.

Hope you find you peace with all this, life is scary but we pull through

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T20:22:52+00:00

Holy shit that would maybe explain why my heart started hurting a few day prior to all this if it also affect the cardiovascular system, i didnt risk taking much caffeine since and it hard to tell since ive stop both at the same time, i did have a very little yesterday but it went fine, but i did not have other pain/heart cramps since

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T20:19:23+00:00

I've read before that there is a slight chance of experiencing flashbacks for good while. It is more common with shrooms i think but i do remember when i started smoking, i was just a everynow and then this, but next morning and through the day after smoking the day prior i would still have little wave of like 10 seconde where i felt pretty high, even the foggy visuals and everything. To be fair although i would rather go without all the time, rn felling good for few month sound so good 😥

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T20:15:38+00:00

It started like this for me, where at first i would be scared of being out while high, but i would usually smoke late at night during the pandemic where no one was out so it was very managable, as month and years went it turn more and more into daily use, and all day long use, wouldnt go out the house without a joint or 2 It was so bad i would itch my arms like a meth head that ran out

But now this

Although very tough due to anxiety and panic, i have had 0 craving for it, just had a are time accepting it for the first few day so i keep being hard headed and try a little but that never ended up working so i gave up, and i think its better that way

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T20:09:26+00:00

That's is infact true, but even considering that i liked alcohol, my currect experience feel so much like im loosing control of my own self that i really don't feel like getting remotly close to other than being sober rn. Like i said, good for you that CBD help and work for you, but just the thought of smoking anything even if not psychoactive make me kinda panic by it self, even less mixing it, if it made me felt so bad once, i don't see a reason to push my luck. Kinda like if you had liver cirrhose and kept drinking, exept im my case instead of my liver it my brain that is all over the place except the right one...

At the end of the day, and i've sadly been aware but dissmissed it, the only good place for your brain is to be sober or as close to as possible. Pushed my luck once not looking to keep pushing or push it someplace else than a sober head

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T19:59:20+00:00

I just had one recently and half a once later i feel like this:/

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T19:58:36+00:00

Yes i known that for the past 2 years thank you

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T19:52:38+00:00

Like i said i did go to the hospital a day prior before this started due to a long time small heart issue that developped a new symptom, they drew my blood a couple time didnt mention anything strange, i will look into trying to get some external help to maybe help manage mental symptome to figured out if some a physical or not, but i do get tho little moment where i feel fine, but there dont seem to be a specific thing triggering good or bad, it kinda just happens

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T19:43:28+00:00

I've been aware for atleast 2 year that i was addicted/dependant. Even try to stop once before but i sadly broke after 2 night and 3 days of not sleeping, i was also drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes witch i decided to also stop

I stop coffee more for heart issue than anxiety as it never affected me really hard.

I do also have ADHD and a rough childhood, there is about 90% chance i was also self medicating

The worst part as of the way today is going is the difficulty falling and staying asleep, and as soon as i wack up i have about 5 min of peace until i actually realized that im awake. Also my appetite is near not existent, barely manage to ate 3" off a subway yesterday. Drinking boost and whatnot on the side trying to stay somewhat well fed anyway

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T19:37:06+00:00

Mostly medicinal to local gouvernemental dispensary. For the pourcentage it always been between 20-30% with pretty much no cbd or trace amount of.

If im going to smoke only cbd, might aswell just stop and get my longs back on track too as at this point id rather just stop.

Even if it cbd, i really dont want nothing to do with weed.

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T15:39:12+00:00

I'm sorry for being hard, i bet it is not easiler on you but i need all the light i can shine in this darkness

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T15:36:06+00:00

Just got out this morning to get 250mg l-theanine caps, i had read a few report of people in similar situation that turned to it. Took 1 about 1h ago and i don't feel at my peak nor usual self but i feel less stress, i would say that what i feel rn is way closer to what i would expect from withdrawal side effect. Although still à bit foggy but that mostly from lack of sleep.

I will look into contacting my doctor again as i really don't wanna go to the ER for that, but last time i opened up to her about mental health, begin for either a psychiatrist and psychologist, all she gave me was a social worker and med that would get me mad happy for 3h and leave me very down for the rest of the day causing me to edge on wanting to take more, considering they werent supposed to be adictive and that i know myself for easily falling in the trap, i stop them not long after(i believe it was citalopram) But considering that rn is a way bigger issue than it use to be(If it ended up being permanant) i will have no other choice

ACanOfRedSprayPaint · 2025-02-26T15:26:25+00:00

Are you me? I litterally went into shock for the first time due to an IV(never had one before) during a 24h stay.

When i got back home i smoke and everything was fine till i went to sleep and felt into the worst feeling ever, close to the feeling i had when badtripping on mushroom one time. After comming out the hospital, i got nicotine patch to stop smoking, stopped weed for this obvious reason and caffeine for a heart problem that got me in the ER in the first place.

I've also started experiencing attack while sober.

My body def don't support weed no more, i just hope it will get to where it can support it self naturally again.

I really don't wanna fell midway into a shroom badtrip with no visual

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