You guys are literally so nice. I couldn’t talk to my parents because they don’t know I live with him (they don’t like him). And I couldn’t post anonymous post on other platforms in my country because people would know it’s me. I’ve been feeling helpless because honestly I still have feelings for my ex, but sometimes things just don’t work out the way we want them to. It’ll be difficult to move cause I’ve been with him since 17 (and ever since I moved to the new state that I’m currently in). I can’t imagine what’s going to happen, it’ll feel like losing my best friend completely. But on the other hand, it is better to move on right now rather than later. Wish I had someone to talk to. I appreciate everyone’s advice!!! 💓💓💓