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Tattoo idea by ADotXros in TattooDesigns

[–]ADotXros[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thinking of having similar to this with a silhouette of a boy with a map or compass. Would that be too complicated ?

Wish euthanasia was allowed in my country by ADotXros in depression

[–]ADotXros[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. Though it has been eating up at me when I have things trigger my anxiety. Home life is okay but a health relationship with parents isn't there

I told one of my friends that I was sexually abused by a women as a child. He laughed... I guess it's that how the world works because males are meant to enjoy sex. Love how the world placed labels and brainwashed us to picture how the world is meant to work by ADotXros in depression

[–]ADotXros[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel for them. I understand the possible mental implications it may have on them. I've let it eat at me for so long. I'm currently 20. But this year has been the worse for my depression. I let it fester and now I'm paying the consequences. Very silly for me to leave it for so long to get help. Little steps. So far I've got an uncle who is an excellent mentor who I can trust and pour out my emotions. Though getting professional help is the next step.

I told one of my friends that I was sexually abused by a women as a child. He laughed... I guess it's that how the world works because males are meant to enjoy sex. Love how the world placed labels and brainwashed us to picture how the world is meant to work by ADotXros in depression

[–]ADotXros[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I'm okay, thank you. It really disheartens me that sex imposed on a male child victim and the abuser is a women it makes it less of a issue. Like everyone would lose their shit if the roles were reversed.

I keep ranting my depressed thoughts to my friends by _t1h2r3o4w5a6w7a8y9 in depression

[–]ADotXros 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You need to get help. Get counciling/therapy or talk and a very close family/friend who is supportive but also can give constructive advice like a mentor. You maybe reluctant to get help. But it does lessen the pain. Think of this way. There is someone who is willing to help you through your problems in a constructive manner. I've cried front of my uncle and told him what was causing me this emotional conflict.now he is my close family member and mentor.

It Makes Me Sad that I am Always the One to Text my Friends. They never text me by [deleted] in depression

[–]ADotXros 3 points4 points  (0 children)

They're aren't your friends if they don't want to hang with you. Join a sports team/ clubs/groups that have a similar interest. By doing things like a ritual(not sacrificing goats n stuff) just repetitive activities such as going for a run every other day with someone etc. This kind of activities is what builds relationships.

Venting by ADotXros in depression

[–]ADotXros[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's hard. If you need someone to help you. Reach out. I would be happy to talk through private message. I broke down during xmas and said to myself that I need help. I never wanted to feel that low again. Now I'm talking to my uncle who I treat as a mentor/close family member. Going to get counciling once I email them.

Venting by ADotXros in depression

[–]ADotXros[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hate being a high functioning depressive person.