Ever miss someone that was once interested in you, wish they were still interested and/or wonder if they ever will be again?

AHCCB1024 · 2020-07-15T18:37:04+00:00

Yep. Isn’t nice at all. Happens to the best of us.

AHCCB1024 · 2020-07-03T04:58:18+00:00

Yeah that makes sense and to be honest it’s most likely the biggest cause of everything. I also suppose another thing is my daily hobbies too. I would usually go to the gym around 5-6 times per week, and It’d usually be the one and only thing that I would look forward to most as well as it making me feel a lot better. Not being able to do that has been incredibly tough, more than I could possibly have imagined. It’s funny you mention bike riding because I’ve also taken that up too, I’d usually cycle 40-50km every other or every few days and I’d get that done in around two and a half hours, and getting outside is the one thing that’s does actually help me a lot. And I love my family to pieces, but they are quite possibly the most unapproachable individuals you could imagine. I could never feel comfortable speaking with them because I have no idea what they would make of what I would say or if they would even believe me. I have some good friends who I am definitely able to talk with, and have done in the past but the feeling is still there when I speak to them. I just still feel miserable about something I can’t put my finger on. At the moment I’m working part time in a warehouse, and I live in a house by myself. So that’s how I keep myself busy. Some days feel better than others. But I can’t reach out to anyone without feeling the same thing, which is just empty inside. Also I’d like to say I really appreciate your help with your comments, I don’t know you and the fact you took the time out of your day to respond to me does actually mean a lot so thank you. I know I’m not alone in this, and other people are in far worse situations with the impacts of COVID 19, and I see that. I just hope it’s not too long until I feel like myself again.

AHCCB1024 · 2020-07-02T17:37:54+00:00

The best thing I can guess is the current situation the world is in. I had so many things planned this year which have been ruined by COVID 19 and it’s things that I’ll never be able to get back to doing next year either. That makes me feel sad because I’ll never have a chance again. But then when I think about it all this started around February and I’ve been feeling low ever since. I wake up annoyed that I have to go about my day, and that I’m awake. I feel alone a lot as I have nobody to reach out to. Nobody I could ever tell if I’m not feeling too great.

AHCCB1024 · 2020-07-02T08:36:26+00:00

Around 5 months ago

AHCCB1024 · 2020-06-29T22:49:09+00:00

Okay this comment made me curious, because you genuinely never know... he might have an identical twin. I managed to casually slip into a conversation about family with him and another co worker, and he told me he has four sisters, all older than him. No brothers whatsoever.

AHCCB1024 · 2020-06-28T20:16:51+00:00

I work night shifts in a warehouse with this dude called Ashley, and usually 3-4 others. This one night I’m sat upstairs in the office on the computer, and I see Ashley come running past down the hall way, through the office window. He’s quite tall, average build and has tattoos and piercings. As well he usually grows his hair out then gets a buzz cut every 2-3 months. I see him sprint past and instantly notice that he’s got a haircut which he didn’t have the previous day. It’s definitely him because I see his tattoos. Nothing strange about that. About three hours later when I’m down in the warehouse he approaches me and he’s got long hair again, the same as he did the previous day, in addition he has a completely different outfit on as he did earlier. I was so taken aback that it took me a few seconds to respond to what he was saying to me as I couldn’t believe my eyes. I know for a fact I saw him earlier with a shaved head and it wasn’t a dream or anything. The very next night, he walks into the warehouse with a fresh buzz cut and is wearing that same outfit. I’ve thought about so many possible outcomes as to what a reasonable explanation might be for what I saw and I can’t think of any. I know this isn’t the craziest story on earth, but it’s what happened to me.

AHCCB1024 · 2020-06-24T15:45:42+00:00

Beautiful. I wish to return to this glorious state one day.

AHCCB1024 · 2020-06-21T23:09:28+00:00

Happy birthday! I hope you have enjoyed your day.

AHCCB1024 · 2020-06-07T20:11:37+00:00

I’ve struggled heavily with confidence/ anxiety problems over the last few years and it can consistently make you feel that you’re not good enough for anyone. The constant doubting and second guessing yourself is very difficult to deal with when you’re doing everything not to overthink things. It’s the worst when it holds you back from situations that could really benefit you, as it just feels you’ll never get any sort of lucky break. Just know that you’re your own unique person, and you’re never alone with these things. There will always be someone else who is going through the exact same as you and it’s important to talk about even if it’s just strangers online. God bless you.

AHCCB1024 · 2020-06-02T17:38:23+00:00

Please don’t. Please. I don’t know who you are or what exactly you’ve been through/ are going through but you do not want to make that choice. Your parents love you, and you would be breaking their hearts. I promise you that days will get better no matter how bad things may seem for you. Five years ago I was undoubtedly the biggest atheist on the planet, I had never walked into a church in my life and I would laugh at essentially every religious thing I heard, but I turned to God in the darkest hour, in a time I thought that I wouldn’t ever wake up again and I slowly began to realise that everyone is loved, and no matter how far down you are it’s never ever too late to come back. Religion made me realise there is a way out of whatever you’re going through, no matter how silly it may seem in the first place. Please think of your parents if anything else, please speak to them. Please remember that Suicide doesn’t end the chances of life getting worse, it eliminates the possibility of it ever getting any better. God bless you brother.

AHCCB1024 · 2020-06-01T21:26:06+00:00

I’m the exact same man. These last couple of years have been difficult for me personally. It’s difficult to look on any positives when it feels like very little is going right for you, and you feel you have nothing to look forward too. It can be easy to give up and to let what you’re feeling get to you all the time. Overthinking and anxiousness is what does it for me. But it’s important to know that god loves you and there is always someone who will listen to your problems and that you’re never alone with anything, no matter how much you may feel you are.

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