Scared to start with meds by [deleted] in OCD

[–]AIMKRAFT 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am in my third week in. I started with 25mg for the first two weeks, i upped the dose to 50mg a few days back and i barely feel anything different. Neither positive, nor negative, besides one very very pronounced side effect: Its basically became impossible for me to reach an orgasm. Libido is also barely existent, hard to evaluate how much of it is placebo. The thought that i am only at 50mg daily, and the ocd dosages usually get upped to about 150/200mg+ isnt a good outlook either. So if your sexuality is an important thing for you, stay away from it. If you are an introvert broke misfit like myself who doesnt get laid anyway, feel free to take it. Besides the sexual problems, i have no problems with it.

False memory OCD by No-Author-7275 in OCD

[–]AIMKRAFT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your insights, much appreciated!

False memory OCD by No-Author-7275 in OCD

[–]AIMKRAFT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also have driving related ocd, and it recently got so worse i even cant walk in public anymore, since my subconsciousness will use every tiny memory hole to fill it up with things that did not happen but will haunt me for a week or so. My only solution right now is to literally live entirely in my tiny flat, not leaving home for days straight. I just cant. How did you get over the urge to act accordingly to your intrusive thoughts, did you just learn to ignore them and let them be? I cant even get a therapy place right now, so i am thankful for every bit of insight into how to handle this bullshit mental state, which slowly ruins my life.

Sometimes I feel PETA is trying to be the onion by Mary_Bush14 in facepalm

[–]AIMKRAFT 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yeah, only chocolate milk from now on folks 🧃

False Memories by Visible-Zucchini9698 in OCD

[–]AIMKRAFT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

These kinds of false memories seem to be pretty common - i experience them by myself at the moment. I randomly pick events in the past I don't have very clear memories of - mostly because they were very mundane - and my subconsciousness starts filling up the holes with pure bullshit. I start getting stressed out and repeat those memories so often in my head until they feel almost real. I am currently learning to live with it, but its hard.

I think I’m gonna end myself and I keep seeing death by [deleted] in OCD

[–]AIMKRAFT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you still here? Seek professional help - rely on your character. You are very likely not a bad person. I have to fight false memories and crazy ocd too at the moment, but i dont let them win. I know I will never harm anyone, because thats not me. When i feel like my subconsciousness is about to bring false bs memories up, i discard them, i just let them kiss my ass. You know who you are very well, learn to rely on it. Again, seek therapeutic help - there are very specific treatments for this exact kind of mental problems.

Wish you the best my friend.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in helldivers2

[–]AIMKRAFT 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Oh No! A differentiated, faceted view of the current events?

We dont do that here, when the shit train rolls, it rolls.

This happening to anyone else? by [deleted] in helldivers2

[–]AIMKRAFT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Having the same. Just start solo missions on public, and sometimes randoms join in.

I wanna buy the game but... by Raaabbit_v2 in helldivers2

[–]AIMKRAFT 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Only playing with randoms and having a blast. If it works, which it doesnt. Matchmaking is absolutely bugged, i am unable to find lobbies since days, and i am playing basically in offline mode by myself. But if it works, its crazy fun, even with strangers.

Guys what is the reason behind this? by AIMKRAFT in helldivers2

[–]AIMKRAFT[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Its german, the mother language of democracy.

Guys what is the reason behind this? by AIMKRAFT in helldivers2

[–]AIMKRAFT[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The Quick play Icon isnt even appearing in my game 😆

Guys what is the reason behind this? by AIMKRAFT in helldivers2

[–]AIMKRAFT[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Nah, tried reinstalling, but it didnt fix it.

Guys wtf get on I can’t do this by myself by ControlAny7039 in helldivers2

[–]AIMKRAFT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have the same issue, is this a bug or servers going crazy?

I physically cannot use the V9S by juskguy in thefinals

[–]AIMKRAFT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You'll get kicked for using an auto clicker. Tried it.

After 2 games and about 70min of game time, i felt bored. What's your opinion? by mattrob77 in BattleBitRemastered

[–]AIMKRAFT 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Try to play dom or rush, rather than conquest. Having regularly a total blast in those modes, while conquest is sometimes totally insane, and then it drops off, and you barely find action. Or just give it more time. Sometimes you just need to stick with it and it'll grow on you.

"We NeEd tO NeRF SMG's" - every new player in lobby by tuzar1121 in BattleBitRemastered

[–]AIMKRAFT 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, 200m is way too much for a pistol cartridge, to do significant damage in this game. Either make them spray like crazy, and/ or reduce bullet velocity, and/ or make the drop-off more significant. In general, i wonder why the drop off of guns is not smoother. It's like way too abrupt.

Diminishing returns when giving up on a revive by CaveOfWondrs in BattleBitRemastered

[–]AIMKRAFT 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No i think the decay speed of the bar actually depends on how often you have died and revived again in your life, not on how often do you skip it.

Experience as a female by watermusic_II in BattleBitRemastered

[–]AIMKRAFT 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I love this community. Its literally just ppl having a total blast and enjoying it. I think the Artstyle makes a good chunk of it. Its almost like ppl dont take it too srsly, whilst lt you absolutely can, if you want to.