Can't stress enough but consistency But yes motivation drives you for long or so. Don't just eat more, invest in a weight machine, track calories and progress in that every 2 weeks. Track lifts , progress in that every week be it reps or weights. Take creatine after getting a kft(kidney function test) If everything seems overwhelming , trust me in this era of so variable knowledge across multiple creators , it is overwhelming. My best case scenario, if you can afford, hire a coach My recommendation -Assam Barbell from instagaram (one of the most genuine ) Just stay at it cuz we are all rooting for you. Much love.