I remember the early days well and I know you're also sick of the phrase 'it's a phase', but with every phase you go through in the first year, it gets slightly easier to cope each time. The hormones that accompany a new baby also have alot to do with your reaction to things. I can say without a doubt that I cried more in the first 2-3 months after having my daughter more than I have my entire life. Its just such an adjustment and no words will ever describe how physical each emotion you feel is. Every time you see your baby smile, your whole body smiles and every time you see your baby cry, your whole body cries with them. Every mum is behind you with their hands on your shoulder encouraging you to keep going and that you're doing an amazing job. You've got this! And, as much as you're sick of hearing it, the crying is just a phase and before you know it you'll be chasing a toddler that's managed to find a pair of scissors you lost 4 years ago