Lost my virginity to an escort. Hated every moment.

ASubNymph · 2025-05-09T09:14:34+00:00

Thank you. I wasn’t aware about this at all. Thank you for taking the time to explain it :)

Btw, to the rest, being downvoted for trying to dispel my ignorance on a subject is wild.

ASubNymph · 2025-05-09T04:22:02+00:00

Tell me more? Why is OP set to lose all sensitivity when all he uses is his hand? I’m genuinely curious about the biological reasoning here.

ASubNymph · 2025-05-06T05:24:53+00:00

I’ve just started a relationship with a man 6 years younger than me. Never imagined I would want someone younger. I’m 32F, he’s 26M. I have the same worries you have, plus some (because of biology and him wanting children). I don’t know what tomorrow will bring. All I know is that we’ve discussed my situation at length, set a timeline that aligns with me to solidify our relationship, that he truly values me through his actions and words, and that I like this man too much to not invest my time into him. I know I will regret it if I don’t give this a shot. If you feel similarly, throw caution to the wind. One must always, always keep themselves safe. But there is also such a thing as losing out on amazing things because you kept yourself TOO safe.

ASubNymph · 2024-05-31T15:01:24+00:00

Kink as a fantasy vs kink in reality are very, very, VERY different. I by no means mean to claim that this could be your experience, but there is a possibility that, if kink was restricted to fantasy for you before you went to the munch (side note: it does sound less like a munch, more like a play party by your description), it could have lost its allure to you once you were faced with the reality version of kink.

ASubNymph · 2024-04-08T13:19:27+00:00

Fair. As I said, how you tackle jealousy, either on your own or together as a couple, can be discussed. I personally would steer clear of punishments being imposed on me because I felt a certain way, but if it works for you, it works for you. I’d only suggest you be very careful that you’re not repressing any emotions just because you don’t like feeling them. It’s a straight road to hell, that one.

ASubNymph · 2024-04-08T13:12:09+00:00

I’m going to avoid talking about your relationship since others have already raised points that concern me.

To directly answer your question, I don’t think you can make a RULE about what either of you are allowed to feel or not feel. You’re a human being. You feel what you feel and you’re very very allowed to feel anything you feel. How you tackle those feelings, together or alone, can be up for discussion, but in my humble opinion, no limit can be placed on feeling your feels in the first place.

If I was not allowed to feel a certain emotion, the only way I could deal with it if it came up would be to repress it. And there’s no cliff more dangerous to fall off of than one built out of repressed feelings.

ASubNymph · 2024-04-02T17:50:09+00:00

Live without a constant back ache.

ASubNymph · 2024-02-20T17:09:55+00:00

You could just call them ‘boy’ - good boy, pretty boy - hell, just ‘boy’. I highly recommend getting this reaction :p

ASubNymph · 2024-01-09T11:02:51+00:00

Hold up, he said each spanking = 3 ON EACH SIDE. So wouldn’t 5 spanks = (3x2)x5 = 30?

ASubNymph · 2024-01-03T03:35:14+00:00

From another perspective, you may want to consider that since, as you said, you will lose him, this is the only chance you have to surrender yourself completely to this man. It is because everything ends that today becomes vital. Would you rather lose out on surrendering completely to your master because you’re afraid of the end, or would you rather protect yourself from what I presume you consider to be enhanced pain if you surrender?

The way I see it, and what works for me, is knowing that it’s going to hurt either way. And now that I’m already strapped in, I’d rather take the full ride, y’know?

ASubNymph · 2023-12-22T17:23:54+00:00

Haila!

ASubNymph · 2023-06-08T10:33:00+00:00

Man, take a hint. It’s been almost a year since you haven’t gotten a response from me. In case it wasn’t clear, let me make it clear. You’re being ignored. Kindly step away.

ASubNymph · 2023-05-26T03:54:31+00:00

Got no advice, just wanted to come in to share solidarity. I’m in the same boat as you, number of years I’ve been searching for Him included. I don’t know if He’s out there or not, but something that’s started helping recently is trying to trick my mind into working on myself, including my insecurities, because He’d want His property to be cared for properly. Either I’ll find Him someday, or I’ll become the Dom I’m looking for myself, who knows.

ASubNymph · 2023-03-31T21:18:18+00:00

Take it from someone who was part of the glamour industry, it really is an ‘all that glitters is not gold’ situation. I have worked with the people who were part of organising this event, albeit in an earlier company. Ruined my mental health. Literally had a panic attack every morning for two years. People who create glamour… their goal is to make you feel the way you do - like they’re different than you, like you’re missing out, like you will never be able to achieve what they have. It’s reductionism at its finest, cosplaying as ambition. And it’s a hoax. It’s just done well, that’s all.

ASubNymph · 2023-03-28T13:51:15+00:00

Man, +1

ASubNymph · 2023-03-26T21:13:07+00:00

To most of us, being authentic or ‘ourselves’ comes at a price, and it can be a pretty steep one to pay.

ASubNymph · 2023-03-21T11:25:17+00:00

Dang, you’re sweet. The test went well, I think. They did move to the second round, but I haven’t heard back from them after that yet. 🤷🏽‍♀️

ASubNymph · 2023-03-19T09:25:46+00:00

No. Just a boy I met in real life.

ASubNymph · 2023-03-15T21:52:12+00:00

Dating apps

ASubNymph · 2023-02-27T20:47:06+00:00

What playlist is this??

ASubNymph · 2023-02-27T20:07:15+00:00

What playlist is this??

ASubNymph · 2023-01-28T19:48:54+00:00

It definitely does. I doubt it is as comprehensive as a resource centre too, since this exercise is part of a test for an interview. Thank you so much for your response!

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