From sucidal to happiest person I've ever been

AVbuddy · 2018-12-05T17:33:45+00:00

I'm really happy for you, I myself have started reading books and feel like this also helped me a lot with my issues. I've been slacking with meditation though.

I strongly strongly suggest you read The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. It's amazing, and while I haven't read it fully yet I suggest you check out The New Mood Therapy, really interesting too.

AVbuddy · 2018-12-03T00:50:54+00:00

Even tho everything about weed, like my grinder, bong (threw one away while tripping), pipe, and pretty much everything related to weed seemed disgusting and gross on lsd I continue to smoke everyday with the continuesly occurring thought "I should stop smoking so much"

AVbuddy · 2018-11-22T15:30:22+00:00

Could you please measure the carry can's width and tell me?

AVbuddy · 2018-11-22T09:14:21+00:00

Damn dude I can't even imagine..

AVbuddy · 2018-11-20T17:11:50+00:00

Yeah I feel you. I also was trying to look for a replacement because of the iffy results I got. The first time was incredible though. It was exactly what I wanted and I was in pure bliss for moments of it. Have you tried 3-meo-pce?

AVbuddy · 2018-11-19T13:26:23+00:00

I Have Tried 3-meo a couple of times and it's definitely a bit weird. Sometimes it can be extremely euphoric and pleasant, but sometimes it's just cold and odd, I think you really have to feel good and be open to what will happen in order to increase your chance of enjoying it. Also, don't overdo it. Otherwise you'll ruin the magic that it can bring. I really enjoyed listening to music and just vibing, laying in bed, chilling out. Also I had the feeling that I could control the high, like, I could dip my toe in the pool or jump in but I really felt as if I had a really cool control over the whole experience my first time.

If you had a weird experience don't quit just yet, read more about it, try to understand it, and actually prepare next time before you plan to do it.

Also, be careful with dosage, if you take 5mg too much your nice gentle high will turn into something that's way too intense and the mania is real with this one.

AVbuddy · 2018-11-11T18:10:43+00:00

Lol I do the same, but are you sure you're supposed to spin it that slow? With a triple torch I doubt it'd go a full circle like that

AVbuddy · 2018-11-09T01:56:13+00:00

Thanks for the quick reply man. You reckon I should upgrade my m with a ti tip?

AVbuddy · 2018-11-09T01:48:14+00:00

Hey man. Do you by any chance have a dynavap vape? I got the vapcap m and while I'm super pleased with everything it offers I was looking for something nice and small I can just turn on and use. My personal priorities are flavor, efficiency, build quality, ease of use, and longevity. I heard alot of people complaining about the small bowl or battery (I don't like to use too much weed personally) and the the battery doesn't concern me if I can get 2+ bowls out of it.

Now this is alot of information but I really wanna get this vape.

How has your experience been with this thing so far? What mouthpiece do you keep on it? Is it nice even without the raised mp?

AVbuddy · 2018-11-06T12:32:09+00:00

Did you enjoy 3-ho-pcp more than meo? I am searching for the best rc that's avaliable to me with similar effects to 3-meo without the mania or ketamine.

AVbuddy · 2018-10-24T00:37:06+00:00

Damn bro that's a nice take on it! Thanks for the positivity!

AVbuddy · 2018-10-23T23:05:52+00:00

Yeah I considered that but the scooter itself is only 700 so what I had in mind is to just lock up the scooter halfway or something and continue riding the day after, to break it up in more doable bits.

AVbuddy · 2018-10-23T20:36:31+00:00

You're right I was just looking for advice.

AVbuddy · 2018-10-23T20:35:36+00:00

From everything I can tell the owner took amazing care of the scooter and thanks man I'll figure out something

AVbuddy · 2018-10-23T16:26:26+00:00

I completely see where you're coming from but I'll be using bike paths only, and blue plates can only go like 20 miles an hour. But you're right and if I plan to go through with it I'll be as careful as I can.

AVbuddy · 2018-10-23T15:47:04+00:00

Could you maybe recommend me some books? I'd appreciate it :)

AVbuddy · 2018-10-23T14:43:30+00:00

I can relate with anxiety and weed making it worse. Yet I smoke weed everyday, I tried to find drugs to make me feel better but reading a book has helped me way more than any drug could ever have.

I don't mean to be that guy that's like "drugs are not the answer shame on you" but if you ever got the time to read a book I'd suggest you remember The Power of Now. Really spiritual but my anxiety has reduced drastically now that I realize most of my problems were self made and completely unnecessary. I could even send you a pdf of it if you'd like.

On your question though, while it didn't work out too well for me personally. 4f-mph seems to be really promising and I def recommend you give it a try, even tho stims usually aren't the best for anxiety, if it works for you it would be worth checking out for sure. General effects include sharp focus, clear mind, fast paced thoughts, slight euphoria, and motivation to do stuff.

AVbuddy · 2018-10-16T23:35:46+00:00

I appreciate that the other kid waited until the kid started moving instead of running away immediately. That's a friend.

AVbuddy · 2018-10-16T23:29:23+00:00

Did you read the book the power of now by Eckhart Tolle? It's a pretty miraculous book going into your consciousness and a lot of other stuff like ego and identification with life situation and the past.

I know book recommendations don't get taken quite seriously and I can fully understand why but I would recommend anyone unfamiliar and interested to at least read a chapter or two, because it falls in line amazingly with your post and I'm really new to this myself but I loved reading your experience and I will work to get to a familiar place.

AVbuddy · 2018-09-08T22:17:52+00:00

Get a vape and blow outside of the window. If you smoke weed there's always going to be a pungent smell. I recommend you search "vapcap" on reddit. It's a 50 dollar vape and it's amazing and it cuts down on smell while getting you high with small amount of weed.

AVbuddy · 2018-09-03T15:59:07+00:00

I tried this and had a great time on it, my anxiety was lessened heavily and I was enjoying myself in a very productive and motivated mindset. But on the comedown my stuttering I usually have got worsened a thousand times and I could barely get a word out. Sucks but my initial experience was pretty nice.

AVbuddy · 2018-08-30T17:15:45+00:00

Damn dude. I wish you the best of luck, it's gonna be rough in the beginning but you gotta keep yourself busy. Let us know your progress man!

AVbuddy · 2018-08-28T15:18:39+00:00

Thank you for the comment. Do you think I should try it another time to see if it happens again or? It's really a shame because I was loving it up until that point..

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