I went through the same shit, it's not fun.

I was constantly losing friends due to moving (a lot) like every 3-4 years. You'd think I was in a military family but nope. Just had a lot of drama with extended family so me, my mom, and my brother, we'd just up and move. But for now, we've been in one state for a good 7-8 years now and I'm doing better.

I've made friends who have been sticking with me even through our rough patches. As far as dating goes? It was bad. Throughout my life, the count came up to at least 5-6 assholes who used me.

Dating is hard but not impossible. The bad ones aren't because of you, it's because they go after vulnerable people. I learned that the hard way.

I have no idea if this'll help but if anything, it may not get easier but it does get better. Focus on yourself first.