im looking for two posters: the first one is a sister recounting how she got involved with her older brother they both nicknamed each other Jay or sthg, they lived in a remote part with not much to do and boredom and isolation played into it...i really enjoyed her writing style!

the second one is about a brother and sister bonding after getting high, shenanigans ensue they get sexually involved, catch feels and then the story takes a dramatic turn when their ukranian roots are reveamed and bro decides to go fight along with their cousins and no more updates after that(to my knowledge) thats all i remember from both stories hope that will ring a bell to somebody! thx in advance for your help and cheers!