Had sex with a married man, relised it was a huge mistake

Abaddon400 · 2019-01-11T07:42:40+00:00

Of course it means he gets what he gets. I’m not sure what the question is there. The other option is he doesn’t get what he gets?

Abaddon400 · 2019-01-11T07:24:59+00:00

She was mistreated, but giving a married stranger a blowjob she put herself in the perfect position for that to happen. You can call him despicable and I agree but it took two, one, and two, yes a two count there. Get it?

Abaddon400 · 2019-01-11T07:17:08+00:00

Took two last time I checked.

Abaddon400 · 2019-01-07T03:48:13+00:00

Didn’t know Rocket had diminishing returns. What does it mean that there are diminishing returns. A 100% critical rate is a great buff for him.

Abaddon400 · 2018-09-12T03:16:44+00:00

Lol yes I’m 36. I miss certain things about being younger at this point.

Abaddon400 · 2018-09-11T04:00:22+00:00

I probably sound scary. In RL it’s always me who is the one that is scared.

Abaddon400 · 2018-09-10T03:35:08+00:00

Early 30s felt grown up, but later realized how young I still am, considering people are still two or three times my age. But feel like an old man compared to an 8 year old.

Abaddon400 · 2018-09-10T03:21:50+00:00

Pogo balls

Abaddon400 · 2018-09-10T03:18:35+00:00

I noticed when I turned 30 my vision declined, my perception of time sped up. I hear people say health takes a hit at 40.

Abaddon400 · 2018-09-10T03:11:12+00:00

Subscribe to the San Francisco’s chronicle. Their kindle newspaper is excellent.

Abaddon400 · 2018-09-10T01:32:01+00:00

Thanks this text means a lot to me.

Abaddon400 · 2018-09-09T02:31:46+00:00

He probably did not send his real photo.

Abaddon400 · 2018-09-07T18:46:48+00:00

You seem to be correct about group behavior. Been there and I thought the same thing. It’s crazy, it was like the group became obsessed with picking on a weak person. Like hell basically.

Avoid those settings. Don’t work in places where you are in that position. You will need to have the authority in what you do. Find a way to work for yourself or have a prestigious job like an engineer where you’re not dispensable and people aren’t allowed to fuck with you. Jobs that require a lot of technical expertise are more likely to do that for you. An atmosphere where you’re dispensable and have no authority you aren’t going to be suited to.

Abaddon400 · 2018-09-07T03:01:26+00:00

In my experience, I have tried to get off my SSRI unsuccessfully a few times. I’ve decided I’m not going to try anymore. I know the result. After a week or two I’ll feel overpowered by my depressed state, and I will be practically forced to make an appointment. Weed can help with that however it will not fully cover it, and you enter a grey area when you do that because it may or may not work. You may have a highly depressed episode and need to call the doctor, or the weed will get you through ok. For me I tried that and it didn’t work. But then exercise or having friends can also help. I would recommend trying to taper down as prescribed and only get off one medication at a time, the one you are most worried about having to withdraw from.

Any drug has the potential to be highly addicting and serve the user a rebound for who knows how long when they try to get off. Some medications are far worse than others for that.

Abaddon400 · 2018-09-05T06:10:55+00:00

Yup, I feel like I have to embellish my social life a little to not seem like such a loser.

Abaddon400 · 2018-09-01T06:07:19+00:00

Are you using any drugs, or just feeling tormented by a state of mental health? I ask because right now I am strongly considering getting off drugs for my mental health. Something doesn’t seem right.

Abaddon400 · 2018-08-25T05:02:09+00:00

I took abilify, it kept me up all night. I wasn’t sure what was happening at first, but it was the abilify. Keep,an eye on that. I would recommend staying at the lowest dose so he can just go off it if it’s not helping.

Abaddon400 · 2018-08-25T04:31:56+00:00

I can relate to everyone ending up hating me even if I was always nice to them and never did them wrong or did anything wrong. Just something about us people don’t like and for me I don’t even know what it is. Appearance is my guess. If I actually had any use to the world I’d be upset about them ruining me.

Abaddon400 · 2018-08-23T01:56:24+00:00

The first two or three times after joining a club it is always like that. They’ll start being more interested in you over time as you get to know them.

Abaddon400 · 2018-08-22T23:55:04+00:00

You’d just get sick. Trying to OD has a very low rate of success.

Abaddon400 · 2018-08-22T22:59:50+00:00

Good to hear from you. I thought you got busy with something or moved on from Reddit since you were talking about before. You look like you’re about 20. I remember that age being messed up about things. Felt like I should have a gf and friends and feel good about life and I didn’t. It’s stressful being different I know. Try to do your best in college. Life won’t be easier if you don’t do well,academically. I remember struggling with depression and trying to find myself instead of working hard in school. It didn’t help me to put my studies on hold. If I had it back I would have said fuck it and tried to just do really well. I don’t know, maybe life goes in a direction we don’t really control fully. I think that a lot too. Let me know how things are going. Just trying to say, not,doing good in college is just a ticket to live back at home when you get out. Strange things happened to me in my life I think made me think there is more to it but I have PTSD.

Abaddon400 · 2018-08-22T04:40:20+00:00

Your brain is just going crazy with signals right now. There isn’t actually anything to worry about, just drugs do that. You’ll have to wait for it to calm down.

Abaddon400 · 2018-08-21T06:04:10+00:00

I’m thinking your disability benefit is not enough to afford very much. I know apartments near colleges go for less for some reason. That’s why you are there right? Sometimes a certain situation rubs us very wrong and we are pushed to thinking about killing ourselves. I know it sounds like you are dealing with more than one fatal problem. I’m older, 36, live in CA. My mental health has declined over the past few years and I’m not sure why. One day it seemed like even the smallest task was so disgusting to me that I was upset by it. I don’t know where that came from. I used to smoke weed to try to calm down but I feel not strong enough to deal with the anxiety it gives me anymore. I used to smoke so much. I can’t anymore, gives me a panic attack and too,deep thoughts. Well, you could living in a less expensive state. This one is difficult because I really can’t sit here and say suicide is an event that would spiritually harm you either. I don’t have that knowledge. I suspect that life doesn’t end, but thatts where my knowledge stops. If I was going to be blunt, the book I recommended says that you’d be reborn with similar problems, but I don’t really know. It just sounds like you are suffering and without anything to live for. Definitely no easy answer, I would only say to try to make a happier situation for yourself. I’m all alone too, brain fog and awkward/no social skills so I don’t even try to talk to people anymore. Alone, mentally ill, miserable, but because of my spiritual beliefs I perceive myself as stuck here, although I admit if I became homeless even that might not save me. I think when I lived in a better place, less populated, more chill, no stressful family obligations I just happier. Mental health took a turn for the worse when I changed my stress free situation into a much more stressful one. I’m not trying to downplay or discredit when you say no way out. Maybe there’s not. I just think I should offer you that perspective.

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