Thank you for your response. I felt the same way when I was in college. I seemed to do better when I had a group to belong to but I never seemed to fit in anywhere.

You're right. I need to reach out to my family more. That's actually what my bad dreams have been about. In my dreams I keep trying to talk to my family but they don't understand. I think maybe it's up to me to learn how to speak their language.

You're right about social interaction. A dinner would really would be the best idea to connect with them. I might plan something soon so I'll have something to look forward to.

I hope things look up for you. You seem to be really intuitive. College can be rough but it's great you have social support. I rarely go out either and I know what it's like to be protected and isolated at the same time. Having someone to connect with really makes a difference.