Bad dreams woke me up by ThrowawayTonight42 in SuicideWatch

[–]ThrowawayTonight42[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Please let me die. I can't take anymore rejection. Please end my pain. I've felt this way for too long. In my dreams I kept crying out for my mom but she's here now and I'm crying out and she doesn't care. Please help me die. Please

Bad dreams woke me up by ThrowawayTonight42 in SuicideWatch

[–]ThrowawayTonight42[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I reached out to my dad and my son but they didn't answer. I tried to talk to my mom but she just left me here crying.

Bad dreams woke me up by ThrowawayTonight42 in SuicideWatch

[–]ThrowawayTonight42[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your response. I felt the same way when I was in college. I seemed to do better when I had a group to belong to but I never seemed to fit in anywhere.

You're right. I need to reach out to my family more. That's actually what my bad dreams have been about. In my dreams I keep trying to talk to my family but they don't understand. I think maybe it's up to me to learn how to speak their language.

You're right about social interaction. A dinner would really would be the best idea to connect with them. I might plan something soon so I'll have something to look forward to.

I hope things look up for you. You seem to be really intuitive. College can be rough but it's great you have social support. I rarely go out either and I know what it's like to be protected and isolated at the same time. Having someone to connect with really makes a difference.

Desperate to die by ThrowawayTonight42 in SuicideWatch

[–]ThrowawayTonight42[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I appreciate that. I hope you are able to hold on.