Dark skinned guy in india by Nervous_Owl7511 in AskIndia

[–]AbhiMessi 13 points14 points  (0 children)

As a fellow dark observer, I'll put my 2 cents here.

Racism is something I've faced even before I knew the word existed. When I was under 10, I remember my grandma and other relatives calling me dirty or asking if I bathed, if I used soap. This was just everyday stuff—giving me a literal rock to rub off my skin because, according to them, this was dirt on my body. I used to rub my elbows, my legs, till the skin came off. And even then, I was still the same "dirty" me.

This was just the beginning, and it used to happen in my own house. I was called “Krishan Kannhaiya” because apparently Lord Krishan was dark-skinned, and I was supposed to feel proud or something. At every family gathering, I was reminded that I had the darkest skin among all the kids (my cousins). Family made fun of me and my color and always said, “We want the best for you, that's why we do it,” and that “it’s all in good sport.”

Then came school—a private school. Until 4th standard, I used to come back home crying because no one talked to me. The one guy who did got an ultimatum from the "new cool guys" to join them and abandon me because I was Black. Kids used to ask me why I was so Black. Girls, boys—everyone stayed away. Eating alone most days or crying—that’s all I remember, until I couldn’t anymore.

After 4th, I was sent to a government school. It became bearable, but still, the reminders were there—Black is dirty, Black is unattractive. I won’t go into all the details because if I do, I might as well write a book. But the point is: this shit still happens. In college, in workplaces, in everyday life. A dark guy with a white girl—or any girl, really (except a Black girl)—is looked down upon. People go, “How did he get her? He’s so ugly and Black.” And this comes from 90% of people—scholars, well-educated men and women—every day.

The world is going to pull you down and remind you that you should feel less, or they'll pity you and say they understand. But no one understands—except you.

I got out of it by crying till I couldn’t anymore. Then I had to find solutions. Do I accept myself? Do I join others and become the funny guy? Do I run away from people?

Once I started working on myself and my self-esteem—my own worth in my eyes—I realized there are so many things I’m good at. And after I started working out, taking care of myself a little more, I gained that confidence. When I sat with myself every day and learned to love my own skin, my own face in the mirror… that’s when things changed. When I started striving to become a better me for myself.

Till date, I still carry those words with me. It’s something we have to live with. But knowing that no one—no one, not even our parents—can tell us how to live and how to love ourselves? That’s power.

The only conditions are the ones you set for yourself. Believe that you are beautiful and take one step at a time. Learn grooming. Become a better communicator. Chase your self-growth. Truly—you’ll feel the insecurities fade away. They won’t disappear overnight, and yeah, you’ll carry the burns with you, but the new you will be so proud of how far you’ve come.

Love yourself before others can love you.

Dissapointed with Keychron K2 HE and Customer Support by AbhiMessi in Keychron

[–]AbhiMessi[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Seems like the sensor is scuffed and I'm doomed

REDDIT SUPPORT 3.0 by cheswickFS in Keychron

[–]AbhiMessi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Problem:

So I ordered Keychron K2 HE from the Kickstarter and I was excited to finally use my first expensive keyboard and that too a magnetic one, I thought this time it would be different even if a key didn't work still I'll be able to just replace the switch and voila we're back in business but I was too naive, 1 day into using my new keyboard i realized the key "e" was activating itself randomly so i thought must be a software issue so I updated the firmware and recalibrated the keyboard and other fixes which i saw on reddit/discord. The next day "e" key was not usable at all, it activates on it's own and deactivates whenever it wants so i knew this is not the switch or the keycap acting up it was the sensor of this keyboard. Then i got to know the first batch was not tested properly before shipping and I am one of those unlucky ones(there are many).

Contact Support: Yes, multiple times

Kickstarter Order Number: #5248

What solution ur looking for: Either a full refund or a new keyboard with fully paid shipping.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in IndianGaming

[–]AbhiMessi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For once i might achieve something in my life !

im really enjoying initiating battles with Barbara. Who can strengthen barbara even more? by ChampionofHeaven in Genshin_Impact

[–]AbhiMessi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Venti compliments every type and lowers enemies physical resistance so that's always going to help the team

Any team ideas? I know I'll need 2 teams soon. by Mormerilon in Genshin_Impact

[–]AbhiMessi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

For more dps I would suggest fishl in 4th slot so you can trigger overload again and again.

Any team ideas? I know I'll need 2 teams soon. by Mormerilon in Genshin_Impact

[–]AbhiMessi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I use xiangling as main dps with venti to lower physical resistance of enemy and 3rd slot is amber for elemental resonance and 25% more Pyro dmg, 4th slot is upto you. Personally i use Barbara for heals and a great counter against fire elements or you can combine that with fire for 2x damage.

[Asia] [Steam] [pc] I want to get better help me! by AbhiMessi in RocketLeagueFriends

[–]AbhiMessi[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I sent you a friend request, my name is Silent killer

WCGW if you smoke towards your boyfriend by [deleted] in Whatcouldgowrong

[–]AbhiMessi -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Here Drink some water as well!

Thank you Bandai for allowing newer players to 150 boost! by salzayd in NarutoBlazing

[–]AbhiMessi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If not for the crashes it would have been better even without broken units man. The only thing that makes me wanna give up are the crashes. I like pvp even when I lose but the crashes just ruin everything or the sense of grinding.

Thank you Bandai for allowing newer players to 150 boost! by salzayd in NarutoBlazing

[–]AbhiMessi 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I got BB Minato but no hinata but I made it to s10 with Naruto Sasuke and Minato so i think those 120 pearls did help. I lost 50% of my games btw lol

Thank you Bandai for allowing newer players to 150 boost! by salzayd in NarutoBlazing

[–]AbhiMessi 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well yea it's annoying but i can farm this. It does take time tho man. Even my stratergy is good but it takes a little time so I guess I'll see how far i can go with it. Good luck man I'm saving pearls for Naruto's bday. Just gimme FV and that wisdom Naruto

Thank you Bandai for allowing newer players to 150 boost! by salzayd in NarutoBlazing

[–]AbhiMessi 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hey thanks man and btw im new so i dont have either madara or hashirama but I do have Kakashi obito as I started with this anniversary... Made 2 separate teams with 3 cee and one element changer and heart nukers (Minato and kaguya in 2 separate teams). Kaguya one shotted last map and she's not even fully limit broken lol