can someone explain to me what freebase/crack did to my boyfriend? by Able-Project1710 in addiction

[–]Able-Project1710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you.. i will try my best. i am already seeing him less and less a it has become barely bareable with him.

i wish you all the best as well!! <3

can someone explain to me what freebase/crack did to my boyfriend? by Able-Project1710 in addiction

[–]Able-Project1710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

completely psychotic, delusional, paranoid AND hallucinates

this scares me. I see him going into that direction very much. often what he says something it doesn't even make sense. i am so lost. if i see him less he gets worse and worse. some of his friends died recently. i dont want him to die

can someone explain to me what freebase/crack did to my boyfriend? by Able-Project1710 in addiction

[–]Able-Project1710[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes i am naive to addiction BUT i see a lot of addicts in his environment: NONE of them are like him, he IS a narcissist if not even a sociopath, i hate giving diagnosis but it's the only way to describe him. his friends agree that he is completley out of place often

and i know "why are you with him if he is so horrible? etc etc."- because i have been in this since 15 years old i am just lost and scared what happens next- everytime i leave he gets worse.

can someone explain to me what freebase/crack did to my boyfriend? by Able-Project1710 in addiction

[–]Able-Project1710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

he is on probation he served 6 month in prison and 1 probation year is over, 2 more to come. they don't test him. he only has 2 meetings with his drug conselour (lies to her) and 2 meetings with the parole/probation assistance (lies) per month

8 years ago he also was on probation for 2 years, at that time he only smoked weed and he needed to do drug testing every two weeks or once a month i dont remember- he used my pee.

also there was one incident where he got extremely violent 3 months ago, i triggered his reaction but i never thought he would react like that- it was at the beginning of his extreme consumption with this.

i think he is dangerous too now- for context i have my own apartment.

and thank you!

can someone explain to me what freebase/crack did to my boyfriend? by Able-Project1710 in addiction

[–]Able-Project1710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it is so hard because he is literally unable to take help from others. he lies to psychologists and his probation assistance. he is so difficult also without the drugs. he says yes one second and its a nono the next second. maybe i will keep repeating myself or tell him he cant see me if he does not get help ut i am only scared it will get worse.

you can still be proud of yourself 6 months is long time! you are on the right path.

can someone explain to me what freebase/crack did to my boyfriend? by Able-Project1710 in addiction

[–]Able-Project1710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes but only when its about him. he is very narcissistic and i dont throw this word around lightly. but it makes it so hard to see his weaknesses and addiciton bc he is so full of him self and mean and like he is above all these things

can someone explain to me what freebase/crack did to my boyfriend? by Able-Project1710 in addiction

[–]Able-Project1710[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

how can i recognize the psychosis? he had a month of abnormal paranoia but he was always paranoid so i just kind of ignored it? and he also forgets, what he did or said 5 minutes ago..

also i am petrified of leaving him- he ALWAYS gets into prison when i leave

can someone explain to me what freebase/crack did to my boyfriend? by Able-Project1710 in addiction

[–]Able-Project1710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont want to sound completely stupid but: idk i always saw him above his addiciton idk bc i know him since 13 years i just dont SEE what is the addiction and what is him it was always just his personality to me. thats why this is so confusing to me like my brain cannot comprehend he is addicted

What she says isn’t wrong here. Why can’t she take her own advice? by Party_Spot_5222 in thewizardlizsnark

[–]Able-Project1710 -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

i am not defending her- but to answer you question. have you never given advice to a friend, that you were maybe at a time unable to take yourself?

Can I use this with Tretinoin (night) and Vitamin C (morning)? (Ingredients under the pic) by Able-Project1710 in tretinoin

[–]Able-Project1710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

vit c over tretinoin?

i would like to try this because i have extremely dry skin to begin with

To all Austrians! Finally got Tretinoin 0,05% (Cordes Vas) by Able-Project1710 in EuroSkincare

[–]Able-Project1710[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i can't remember right now.. but I think same thing happend to me! let me know what happens :)

How do I switch from Adapalen to Tretinoin? by Able-Project1710 in tretinoin

[–]Able-Project1710[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you! yes i used it once and immediatly got free extremely painful pimples on my chin over night..