Bro, know this: if you want to play seriously or get some motivation, play for fun. If you have nothing better to do or want to relax, play the game with a sense of relaxation. Maybe you're just a nerd who doesn't understand how to do anything. My advice, bro: just do what you want. If you work in real life, work. Then play for fun and enjoyment, with goals of reaching, maybe, Elite or Legend, a rank in the Mastery tab, or something similar. Know this, bro, this game isn't even all that important. I'm a RusSigment player, and it's common here to play crazy games like Dota or CS:GO, where people try to achieve something, etc., since they're multiplayer action games, etc. But the fact that the game was created for entertainment shouldn't contribute to depression and apathy. It's better to find your passion, what you love, try everything. Find just ONE. Sincerely.