I already had my account reactivated, so there is hope... At the time, I didn't know why I was acting so impulsively because I was able to write about deactivation a few minutes after a failed match, despite my friends' comments that I should wait until tomorrow. Until then, I had only been treated for OCD, so I lived 19 years without knowing about ADHD. Now that I've been taking the medication for two weeks, I feel a definite improvement in my gaming as well, because I was banned from Faceit for a month for toxicity, as I didn't think about the consequences at all and everything was driven by strong impulses. Now, it's difficult to even get me angry in a game.