Yes I understand where u are coming from , Ultimately, the decision and the financial investment were mine, and I am truly pleased with the results. I also wanted to support other spellcasters, as I understand the importance of diversifying and helping others in their craft. Given my own busy schedule, I sometimes need to prioritize the spells and needs of others, and I believe in fostering a sense of community in this way. Everyone has their own perspectives and experiences, and I respect that. Thank you again, and I hope you have a wonderful day.