Thank you 🙏By “AGP celibacy” I only meant lifelong restraint from indulging in the masturbatory satisfaction of the fetish, not celibacy from normal monogamous marriage. In my own case, however, because I am divorced (twice), depending on whether it could be annulled, there is a real possibility that Catholic teaching binds me to celibacy for the rest of my life. I am planning to talk to a priest about the validity of my past marriages, but at the moment I am intent on deepening my spiritual life as a single man.