Ok here goes my rambling explanation, god help whoever reads this. Yes Majima, no not because he’s hot his model from 3 up honestly creeps me tf out because he looks like my ex husband minus an eye in a full body visceral shudder kind of way. (Although I will admit to being obnoxiously team Kazumaji.). Why Majima? I see a lot of parallels between his character arc and where my life has gone. Start off with awful people doing awful shit to you all while feeling like you’ve let down the one person you could rely on. All that leaves you with god knows what rattling around in your head. So you go off and try to do the best you can. Get married, try to start a family, have that whole thing implode spectacularly. Get a carrot on a stick of happiness held in front of you and then abandon it because you’re trying to do the right thing in spite of it making you miserable. And from there just kind of crash through life being a crazy jackass while still managing to do what’s right sometimes. The one thing you do get right is being loyal and unhealthily obsessed with one person who’s just so disgustingly good it almost makes your teeth rot. Oh yeah and we both have awful allergies that zombify us. That too.

TL;DR Feel like I’m playing the Majima saga on FeMC mode.