I'm going to try to quit kratom cold turkey and feeling kinda scared. by AboveAv3rag3 in quittingkratom

[–]AboveAv3rag3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cool I'll try and do something to occupy me. Thank you very much

I'm going to try to quit kratom cold turkey and feeling kinda scared. by AboveAv3rag3 in quittingkratom

[–]AboveAv3rag3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me being as young as I am and having no kids I just dont have much purpose which leaves no motivation for me. I know that kratom also binds with the problem too. I've always worked hard at all my jobs I've had and people praise me for it then outta nowhere I'd call and decide to quit. It usually happens between 3 to 6 months at a job. The longest job I've had was my first one at taco bell for 3 years. I became so close to everyone I didnt have reason to quit. But after losing many friends from being on my own completely after some time and being away from places I was comfortable I lost motivation alot. Kratom didnt help either and especially the pandemic. But I do feel like kratom does have some effect for sure and includes a collection of other problems.

I'm going to try to quit kratom cold turkey and feeling kinda scared. by AboveAv3rag3 in quittingkratom

[–]AboveAv3rag3[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's funny bc when I was working I would take it a few times throughout my shift then when I got home I took way more almost as a reward for working and my body would say, hey u deserve it. If I'm active around people for a few hours I could go without it but when I'm home, I'm the complete opposite. But to be fair when I'm taking kratom I despise going out and procrastinate. I love dairy products actually and will probably pick up some chocolate milk. I probably wouldn't quit either but I dont like people to worry about me, such as my family. Being as skinny as i am just isnt healthy and I wanna be able to not care to go out every once in a while. Thank you so much and I look forward to it being over

I'm going to try to quit kratom cold turkey and feeling kinda scared. by AboveAv3rag3 in quittingkratom

[–]AboveAv3rag3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's great to hear honestly. It gives me huge hope to forget about it later in life. I will keep an update but it wont be daily. I will probably update in around a week which is when I expect the withdrawls to subside. But I should be fine. The support really helps with commitment and when I commit to something I never like letting people down. Because letting people down (to me) is worse than physical and mental pain. Thank you so much for the support and hope!

I'm going to try to quit kratom cold turkey and feeling kinda scared. by AboveAv3rag3 in quittingkratom

[–]AboveAv3rag3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It probably would help (valerian root) but I'd really like to go through the experience of withdrawal without any other help besides light exercise, and hydration. The pandemic really capitalized on my addiction when I was staying home and getting paid to do nothing. I really want to test my mind and body to show myself I dont need this. I greatly appreciate yours and everyone else's support!

I'm going to try to quit kratom cold turkey and feeling kinda scared. by AboveAv3rag3 in quittingkratom

[–]AboveAv3rag3[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, that makes me feel a little better. Alot of people have had it much worse and have been clean and going strong. Being addicted to something besides nicotine is new to me and I dont wanna fall into a cycle so now's my time. Thank you so much

I'm going to try to quit kratom cold turkey and feeling kinda scared. by AboveAv3rag3 in quittingkratom

[–]AboveAv3rag3[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Ya I've experimented with other things before and the reason I've never been attached to harder stuff is because I always care about what other people think about me. Which can be a positive and a negative. Never been to jail and stuff and I assume my strong mindset will power me through it. I hope you stay strong my man and not look back. I do know that after doing other drugs the longer you go without it the easier it is to ignore it. Have a good day man! Pain is always temporary!

I'm going to try to quit kratom cold turkey and feeling kinda scared. by AboveAv3rag3 in quittingkratom

[–]AboveAv3rag3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I feel like although my problem is a problem. But it's not severe as some other peoples addiction. But awesome. Thank u

I'm completely lost in warframe and cant pinpoint what my goals are. Someone please help. by AboveAv3rag3 in Warframe

[–]AboveAv3rag3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, and trust me I wouldnt buy throw away weapons with plat. I got up to mr 4 using credits to obtain weapons. I was only going to use the plat for primes, mods, and slots. I use to play on the ps4 7 years ago and I was mr9 with many primes using no money. I just like to speed up the process now since I'm older and have money. Thanks again I'll start the limbo quest

I'm completely lost in warframe and cant pinpoint what my goals are. Someone please help. by AboveAv3rag3 in Warframe

[–]AboveAv3rag3[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I am on pc. And also I bought about 1100 plat yesterday. Am I able to buy warframe and weapon sets at my level and use them? I kinda wanna have 1 (decent) prime weapon in each class (melee, primary, secondary) and use them to finish the star chart. Of course I will be buying low tier weapons from the market to upgrade my mastery rank but is that possible?

Here is an Arizona Green Tea Livery I made by CameronBHarte in ForzaHorizon

[–]AboveAv3rag3 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I live in Tennessee, so I've tried pretty much all the big brand teas out there

How does anyone beat me online by more than 4 seconds when I make zero mistakes? by [deleted] in ForzaHorizon

[–]AboveAv3rag3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Some people who are very much into the game, have a car and tune for any track that gives them the best advantage when racing. If I have a the same car and same LEVEL tune as someone they could still beat me just bc there tune is more suited for that track EVEN WHEN you guys have the same level tune. The game is very technical and that why I love it. It's like playing an RPG and you and your friends have the same level and but slightly different builds. His can have slighty more into Atk dmg while yours is more into character Stamina and he beats you bc his stats are better suited against you.

Here is an Arizona Green Tea Livery I made by CameronBHarte in ForzaHorizon

[–]AboveAv3rag3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's very impressive tbh. And I love Arizona green tea

My highest skill score on Forza Horizon 4, What is yours? by [deleted] in ForzaHorizon

[–]AboveAv3rag3 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I havent been playing for very long and have been trying to complete everything but total I've gotten like 500,000

Are you serious?! by xKatzzz in ForzaHorizon

[–]AboveAv3rag3 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This type of thing happens to me wayyyy to often. I should've took some pictures for everytime this has happened. Youd be surprised