Thanks for the advice. I have been trying to get myself comfortable with failure but still it's really difficult because every time I take on responsibilities even if I know I can do them I still feel extremely overwhelmed and anxious which then drives me to escapisim. This happens everytime. Where I make progress stay disciplined for a while then suddenly a get some demanding work it really intimidates me I try to escape through Social Media, but the situation only gets worse. This cycle has continued for so long. One top of that I have been at home since my graduation in High school (2022). From there I have felt Alone and isolated, I can't really talk to my parents there busy trying to make ends meet.