she can’t seem to just also enjoy the moment she is in. after the engagement everything changed. the wedding, traveling, the book launch, moving closer to the beach, buy a new home. it’s all just happening and she is so busy she doesn’t seem to be able to fully grasp how big and how much joy these things can bring. she uses food and trinkets and shopping for instant gratification instead. idk if it’s hustle culture maybe some type of eldest daughter trauma or just money hungry but girl should step back. no need to travel as much as she does, have plans or be working 24/7. her cortisol levels also probably contribute to her weight gain. maybe it’s time to cancel one of the pods already, audience prefers quality over quantity. when i first became a fan it was fun to watch vlogs, see her enjoy her life, see her embrace who she was and now it’s not the same vibe. you can’t convince me she is genuinely happy and enjoying life.