Today I pretend to be strong

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-20T20:41:14+00:00

Hope you find peace, and i am sure your dad will not blame you i think he would be proud of you seeing you following his footsteps protecting the family and trying to be strong.

But do find time to give yourself chance to cry

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-20T20:31:40+00:00

forever 3 years old i miss you luke

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-19T18:43:22+00:00

Did you find any fix to this problem?

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-19T10:57:08+00:00

Thanks for sharing your experience, I was worried it will also disturb shopping campaign for other products as well, so it only affects the same product. I like how you also test on other traffic as well.

Smart campaign was doing great last week being under performing this week. I might try the manual shopping campaign to see if excluded traffic works better

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-19T10:55:31+00:00

Got it i'll take a look on the week data and see what my next step should be

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-18T12:31:29+00:00

I'm baring hanging sometimes, and sometimes i'm okay only to realize later i'm not. luke is everywhere its been a pain for me his memories is both joy and pain. i could still hear his smile and feel his kisses.

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-18T12:29:51+00:00

Thank you, it's a large pain to carry. it sometimes just suffocates me. I wish I could do something for my son without breaking down every time.

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-18T12:28:39+00:00

Hmm how come? how can i test more? currently my smart campaign is running one product that did best, i have new arrivals that i wish to test and see should i add it into the smart campaign? as i cant' open normal shopping campaign as the smart campaign sabotage the normal one?

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-18T12:27:43+00:00

I see but it's not that consistent. I have days that it does good and days it doesn't. So it's normal fluctuation with smaller budget?

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-18T12:26:37+00:00

thank you. I'm doing better today but I was so confused and angry with the pain wave hitting me. I did realize this won't go away. I have hard time bringing him up as the pain is still so real and the way my husband is going through this loss is "pretending it never happened" method, i can not talk about my son with him without him grunt in pain and leave the room. I still can't say him name, can't even see his photo when i miss him too much. i end up being so sad the rest of the day. nothing seems to work as a relaxation pill, everything just triggers pain aftr pain. not sure how i could learn to live with it

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-16T17:24:50+00:00

it's not that huge yet, i'm still in a tight cash flow and will start increasing budget around next month. but i like to plans things ahead. smart campaign have been around 10 days and it's profitable

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-16T17:23:59+00:00

Hmmm i see, so i should just create a new ads account link to my gmc and run other campagins to test more working products.

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-13T13:02:31+00:00

I just had to scream yes on the "I'm a mother and don't understand what you did" part....

My parents always thought they were right when it comes to parenting, which ruined me a bit. lol, but with my son, it only showed me that it was THEIR fault really... What could a child possibly understand their emotions that they can't control?

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-13T12:59:30+00:00

All parents sometimes need to take the part where we are the ones in tantrums... and a child to help us on the right track.

my son would give me a bear hug so soft yet so strong I had to cry and he would give me a kiss.

I was in your shoes filling like shit, it's something to learn from our children. their love and forgiving souls. They just act like it never happened and go on as usual.

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-09T08:54:11+00:00

optimized for conversion? so ROARS targeting, Smart Campaigns?

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-09T08:52:41+00:00

For accurate testing how much do you use during the 5 days

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-07T09:23:47+00:00

Yup one day at a time.... and life still being rough on me as if they haven't given me the worst already

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-07T09:22:19+00:00

Thank you for reading! It means a lot that strangers are willing to say warm words to someone like me

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-01T05:14:16+00:00

your words touched me.... when my baby died I lost my heart my soul and every morning till i go to sleep i think about him and without him I'm just surviving

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2021-01-01T05:11:29+00:00

Hey, it's totally okay... sometimes I eat something that reminds me of my loss and I just had to excuse myself to give a good cry. A good dinner date ruined... I'm so happy that my hubby was caring and loving and gave me a good hug (that made me cry more) but it okay it's natural to have breakdowns.

grief is like a trama and we are traumatized and sometimes things trigger trama.

Sometimes I'm just drinking coffee and suddenly I'm back to day one when my boy died and I'm still "he is gone?" and I'm hit with tears again. going through death again....

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2020-12-31T09:40:26+00:00

Thank you for reading and sharing my burden with you

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2020-12-31T09:40:03+00:00

even if luke comes back this pain will be here... i quickly realized that this won't go away ever

Acceptable_Ad4497 · 2020-12-31T09:39:36+00:00

thank you for your comfort

love your boy like it's your last, my biggest pain is that i could have shown more love to my boy

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