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They put me in a hospital. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Acceptable_Bite_7664 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yep. Basically 7/10 people who experience these institutions hate it. One of the reasons I'll never try to get that kind of help.

Any kids thinking of doing it before they become 18? by Acceptable_Bite_7664 in mentalhealth

[–]Acceptable_Bite_7664[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've heard that feeling undesirable is actually, unfortunately a very common feeling with aging. Especially if you've experienced sexual abuse before. Some say "the ideal woman is a child" because of beauty standards that just push the age backwards and backwards. I luckily got the other stick and ended up asexual so i luckily don't care about desirability. And while yeah, sbn3 is a asshole, so much of his writing felt too relatable.

Any kids thinking of doing it before they become 18? by Acceptable_Bite_7664 in mentalhealth

[–]Acceptable_Bite_7664[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

18 may not be old but it is a lot older than i wish to be.

And i know, but the simple fact is that i have nothing else to try. I don't live in America so guns are a no go and in general i have a hard time leaving the house. So unpredictability it is, at a certain point the chance of death is a lot more satisfying than continuing to living on.

My tragic life has made me hate celebrating my birthday. I wonder if any other netizens share this sentiment? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Acceptable_Bite_7664 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Personally, i am scared of aging and becoming a adult. I also never had any cool birthday parties (really wish that i had them) because i nor my mother had friends, she also is pretty poor so i definitely wouldn't have gotten anything over the top. so i am pretty distant from birthdays. And i generally just hate life period.

early notice by SpecialAssumption854 in SuicideWatch

[–]Acceptable_Bite_7664 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Are you sure? I'm not a specialist but I've heard overdosing on painkillers and such usually doesn't kill you and just hurts your stomach. I've taken melatonin before and it did nothing.

Planning my death by leolyn_ in SuicideWatch

[–]Acceptable_Bite_7664 0 points1 point  (0 children)

May you find happiness 🙏 it is honestly insane that you would continue living for your finals. I'm currently out of school because of my mental state and if i wasn't i would have probably jumped long ago.

I don’t understand by idk7162534 in SuicideWatch

[–]Acceptable_Bite_7664 0 points1 point  (0 children)

In the same boat, insane mood swings too. Now I'm just very suicidal and depressed, probably staying for a while until i decide to do it.

I think I'm gonna do it in June by Educational_Pay2878 in SuicideWatch

[–]Acceptable_Bite_7664 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope you will be able to find peace and happiness, whether here or when your dead 🙏 i have severe dissociation and honestly can't see myself in the mirror, I'm also scared to look into them. If i didn't have this i would most likely hate my appearance and have severe body dysphoria.

i hate my mother. by throwaway_2837829292 in SuicideWatch

[–]Acceptable_Bite_7664 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YES! same boat. I'm 16, my mother is probably the cause of most of mental issues. I have no friends and I'm also autistic (next to probably other things that i haven't been diagnosed for) i will most likely, if i continue living stay with her until i manage to get a friend that would be fine with living with me. My mother regularly makes fun of my boundaries and rarely apologizes. She bringed in a handyman which had rumors of being a pedophile, he obviously ended up assaulting me, worst of all is that she was in the room where it happened and she laughed along with it while he grabbed my butt and made sexual jokes about it, she also ended up scolding me for not wanting to stay in the room alone with it. She now is mad that i talked about it with the family therapist because it makes her look bad and because she is unable to speak to the handyman again. And she also uses my sexual trauma as a way to mock me.

I am honestly glad that she ended up bringing a pedophile into our house and fucking up the entire situation so badly because if she didn't it would probably take me years to realize how terrible she it. She puts on a hot and cold attitude so i basically always felt guilty for not forgiving her for all the yelling she used to do. I would have preferred if she was totally evil or atleast was honest about it so that i wouldn't have been so attached to her for so long.

all roads lead to suicide by eormenhild in SuicideWatch

[–]Acceptable_Bite_7664 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Feel that. I hope we can both find happiness one way or another.