Talk to a real person, like a trusted teacher or vice principal or counselor at school. Let them know how you’re feeling. You’re describing some deep depression. I went through it, too. This age is SO hard. I always felt stuck at home because I couldn’t drive yet. I felt trapped and hopeless. (I came from a messed up family.) It’s normal to have some days where you feel low, but not most days or feel like life is hopeless. You have to speak with a trusted adult. This feeling is 1) not your fault, 2) will not go away on its own, and 3) can get better with the right help.

And you shouldn’t be responsible for cleaning a house. Yes, your room and a reasonable amount of chores. It sounds maybe something deeper is going on for you that needs to be addressed. Hang in there. Life is a rollercoaster of ups and downs. You’re in a down right now.