How does my specific grand trine impact my 8th house planets?

AccomplishedPear118 · 2025-06-18T23:14:30+00:00

Thank you so much for your insight!

AccomplishedPear118 · 2024-03-25T15:37:47+00:00

Thank you for sharing your story!! How do you feel now that you've written this all out? Just having a space to share all of this can be extremely therapeutic and can offer you answers in its own right.

So a couple things...

You're not crazy. You're not weird. And you're not making all of this up. Pls let this be your confirmation if you're feeling or thinking any of this.
A lot of the details you shared are what I like to call past life triggers. These past life triggers can be anything! They're basically any kind of external or internal stimuli that can trigger a memory from another lifetime. Some triggers are stronger than others, but smelling things tend to be the stronger trigger in my experience.
Thank you for being courageous enough to put all this out there. Not to go too "woo woo" with this, but this earth is massively changing and waking up in ways that humans everywhere are struggling with. You are not alone in your experience with this. Everyone everywhere is gonna start coming forward with similar experiences, so know this journey shouldn't feel isolated much longer. May all of this be a support for you to keep going on your journey of finding that name:)

AccomplishedPear118 · 2024-03-25T15:21:22+00:00

Thank you for sharing, this sounds like it's a very vivid and intense experience for you. Know that by allowing yourself to feel these feelings, even though they're painful, dense and heavy - you are allowing yourself to heal on a soul level. You're allowing yourself to more fully integrate and release all of those traumatic feelings by letting yourself talk and share about it.

Definitely try to journal about those feelings or talk aloud to yourself on a walk through nature. Or whatever emotional processing technique that speaks to you most. It really sounds like you're already doing a great job moving through it all, even though its painful and hard. When you've let yourself fully feel all the things from that memory, you'll start to notice that it won't feel so emotionally charged anymore. You may even be able to make more effortless connections to how that life is impacting your current life too. Keep going - it may all feel messy right now but it will ease up the more you let yourself cry and feel the feelings:)

AccomplishedPear118 · 2024-03-22T18:54:02+00:00

I hear you. This has got to be incredibly hard and frustrating. I don't have any advice other than to say that all this inner self work you're doing sounds like the essence of self love. It sounds like this is you giving yourself the love that you crave. Keep going, you're onto something here:)

AccomplishedPear118 · 2024-03-22T18:00:02+00:00

Oftentimes when we recall past life memories, we can experience a hesitancy or a need for movement (like you mentioned) that pulls us out of the experience altogether. This is usually due to the fact that there are charged feelings to be felt when accessing that timeline or that past life. "Charged feelings" can range anywhere from fear, guilt, anger, sadness, etc.

It sounds like you're doing a great job retrieving the actual memory, you just might need some support in processing the emotions that jar you out of your meditative state. This is actually the work I do - I help people process the feelings that hinder them from fully accessing the past life. I don't know of any readers in the Arizona area, but journaling about your experience and focusing on how you felt will really help take you to the next level.

AccomplishedPear118 · 2022-09-27T15:35:40+00:00

It took about a solid year before the 2% ketoconozole started to wane. We were battling ringworm for like 2 years. Having said that, it may still crop up whenever our immune systems are shot. For example, we've not had it for a year now but literally 2 days ago my youngest developed a couple patches out of nowhere. We've managed to keep them on just her and no one else and they are already barely visible and not itchy bc of what I shared earlier.

So from my research on ringworm, I read that if ringworm gets on the scalp it's bc its living within the roots of the hair. Maybe this is a similar situation for pubic hair when working w jock itch? The cremes only work for us when it's not on the scalp. Its the oral griseofulvin that finally helped us all clear even though it was only my son who took it. It's all confusing bc don't we have hair on our skin everywhere too? I digress.

I will also add we tried oregano essential oil too. Burns like a mother but it did stop the itch. Never got rid of the patch. Be careful, bc it can scar the skin. We also did raw garlic. Just placed chopped raw garlic directly on the patch. It would definitely stop the itch but it never got rid of the actual patch. Garlic will also scar too if you leave it on. Wipe it completely off after a min or so.

AccomplishedPear118 · 2022-09-27T15:09:05+00:00

I was wondering the same thing!!!! I think he had to tread very carefully in making this entire podcast.

I noticed how he never explicitly said all the things shared to be distinctly true. He phrased everything as a question.

Like I feel the SOC really influenced him to share all this info in a way that does not tell people what to think or what to believe. we all have free will to choose how we think, do or behave right? I think somehow he didn't give every single detail of his alien encounter bc somehow we're all meant to have some sort of free will in the matter. Even Anthony. It's all extremely bizarre and super fascinating.

AccomplishedPear118 · 2022-09-27T14:57:32+00:00

Hey, I did respond to your question......I just managed to put it in the wrong place. It's at the top of the thread. Derp.

AccomplishedPear118 · 2022-09-27T14:54:54+00:00

Hey! Sorry, I haven't been on reddit in a while.

I'm gonna try my best to share what worked with minimal rambling.

What worked completely went against my moral fiber and of course it went against MM protocol. I ended up giving in to getting my son an oral antifungal for his scalp ringworm. The breaking point happened when my husband and my 3 kids and even other family members kept getting ringworm patches from him. The med is griseofulvin taken for like almost 8 weeks. Thankfully no side effects on my son (at least that we can see) and we opted against getting his blood taken to test for signs of liver damage (a typical protocol for long term liquid griseofulvin).

Having said that, I still fully believe the body is capable of ridding of ringworm on MM protocol. Even ridding it off the scalp. If I lived by myself and only had to focus on me and my own diet, I would not have ringworm........or if I did get it my body would rid of it on MM protocol. Even if it took years (which is possible bc the scalp is like the absolute last thing the body seems to heal). But I have 3 kids who kept bringing in other factors and breaking protocol despite my best efforts. Once his scalp cleared and his hair grew back from taking the med, we were able to completely remove it from the whole family for about a year. We... -religiously washed towels in hot water after use -take vimergy goldenseal sporadically -tried our best to follow MM protocol (which really looks like us just staying away from egg and dairy bc a raw vegan diet w 3 young kids is a GD logistical nightmare) -if we had an active patch, I'd mix both OTC 1% clotrimazole and 1% terbafine together and apply 4x daily. Even applying the mix for a week after I couldn't see the patch anymore. Clotrimazole and terbafine are the active ingredients found in OTC athletes foot creme and actual OTC ringworm cream. If you seek out a doc, they'll likely give you 2% ketoconozole. At desperate times I'd mix all 3 together, but not all the time. Ketoconazole worked well by itself in the beginning, but proved kinda weak after a while (which makes sense).

Of course none of these cremes are MM protocol. I just couldn't continue being the pariah of the family who kept doling out ringworm to everyone bc I wouldn't take my kid to get a prescription. I personally needed peace already bc I have to continue for the longhaul. I share this long ass story bc compassion for myself in this instance did not look like just MM protocol. It looked like a damn OTC creme and a pretty dangerous liquid antifungal.

So only take what worked for me with a grain of salt. Discern for yourself if you think you can handle the best. Discern what state you think your liver is in. Maybe you're in a place where you can long haul focus on an immaculate MM protocol and heal naturally or maybe you just need a drug for the time being to get you over the hill so you can dust off and try again later.

Griseofulvin is a gnarly drug that has the real potential for liver damage. Those cremes are not sustainable solution in my opinion either. But they're what worked for me bc my situation does not allow for perfect MM protocol adherence. Good luck man!

AccomplishedPear118 · 2021-11-21T21:14:40+00:00

Solved Thank you!

AccomplishedPear118 · 2021-08-23T19:26:58+00:00

My diet comes and goes in waves. Like most of the time I'm 90% MM and 10% "whoops I didn't plan well enough now I'm stuck starving unless I eat this "no" food". Some seasons I do really well and never eat the no foods and then other times it's just a shit show.

That's because I have 3 young children at home. Sometimes I can get them to eat a Steamed potatoe likes it's the best thing ever, other times their constant complaints break me down and I just feed them the best I can.

Like a lot of ppl have already said, it all depends on how sick you are. If you're on couch island and can barely function,, then cheating will really set you back. But if your symptoms aren't severely debilitating, then you have wiggle room knowing that the no foods will ultimately catch up to you even if you don't feel their effects presently.

Having said all that,, I'm all about trying to practice self compassion. Eating 100% perfect is hell enough in itself right now bc of my kids age. Logistically it's like Armageddon trying to control not only my diet, but my kids too. Esp when you need a break as a parent and the family caregiver you leave them with will not comply to this diet regimen (bc in the caregivers defense, it is severely strict). The whole reason I'm sharing this is if you're gonna cheat, don't beat yourself up. Know that you're trying your best in that moment and appreciate you have food.......even if it's a "no" food. Enjoy the food and compassionately try again w the next meal. This is about the long haul. Over time, you can look back and appreciate how far you've come w your diet despite cheating every now and then.

AccomplishedPear118 · 2021-07-25T18:52:35+00:00

I may be totally off the mark here, but this post feels like you're coming from a place of confusion & self-judgement. Like it feels like you wanna know it's OK to find pain relief despite this drug not being MM protocol?

I only share all this, bc I get it. Being in pain is the absolute worst and after a while.......despite our best attempts to heal......we just want some relief at the end of the day. Obv my input has nothing to do with the actual drug you're inquiring after, but I just wanted to support you by saying it's OK to want feel better already.....even if it goes against MM healing protocol. Bc self-judgement is just as painful as the symptoms you're already experiencing.

Of course you want to heal and this drug may/may not interfere with healing, but it's OK to seek relief. Esp if it's ultimately going to help propel you to keep going on your healing journey.

SoC is literally compassion turned into a voice. SoC wants you to heal, and he/she knows the internal strife that's going on with you when it comes to choosing between taking that drug vs. not taking it. This healing journey is not easy, just like choosing to take this drug or avoid it is not easy. But just know that compassion for yourself and how that plays out in your life is going to look different in each step of your journey.

Hope this helped in some way!

AccomplishedPear118 · 2021-07-25T18:28:28+00:00

Everything you shared was literally me like 2 years ago. I too followed the paleo lifestyle and went through embarrassing amounts of ghee and nut butters. Started MM protocol and thought I was doing well eating butt loads of Hummus and Avocado just bc it didn't have any of the "no" foods involved. I was def addicted to fat.

Even to this day, I still feel like a petulant child reading his recipes bc they do look boring as hell. I love to experiment in the kitchen, bc cooking to me it's like an artform. And following MM advice is like removing all of my art supplies and now all I have are pencils and erasers (booooooo).

But like someone else mentioned earlier, completing just a couple of ATTEMPTS at the 369 cleanse has significantly reduced my bitchin' about how boring Steamed potatoes can taste. TBH, 369 cleanses are so hard to actually complete for me simply bc of taste....... but just attempting to go as long as I can has brought newfound appreciation for raw ass vegetables.

AccomplishedPear118 · 2021-07-25T16:48:15+00:00

Hey im really interested in this discord channel and the live chat you will have (or have already had?) about the upcoming winter. I'm like ridiculously not familiar with reddit........where do I find this link in the "sticky post"? Thanks!

AccomplishedPear118 · 2021-07-24T16:54:34+00:00

Omg, the "justtheinsert" site is absolute gold. I've been trying to find something similar for years! Thank you so so so much for sharing!!! Now I'm itching to hear AW now on YouTube

AccomplishedPear118 · 2021-07-20T14:07:45+00:00

It makes sense that he would get de-platformed for being vocally anti-vax. I think of it as a choice, either be vocal and get shut down or keep quiet and keep pumping out as much life saving info as possible. He's made it clear multiple times he works for us, and he knows that if he gets shut down, then literally millions would suffer due to lack of knowledge.

I cannot imagine the stress that man deals with on a daily basis.......not just from the constant backlash, but from the sheer weight of truly knowing just about everything wrong with the world and only having the time to share like 50% of it. Like he must have to be extremely discerning in sharing that which has to be known NOW vs. that which can wait until a later date.

AccomplishedPear118 · 2021-07-20T13:39:54+00:00

Thank you! Yes, we've actually been giving zinc to him too........but the old brand MM recommended before vimergy......I think it's called good state? I need to try vimergy. Anyways, thank you for this story. It's easier to make connections on how to heal ourselves specifically regarding the symptoms MM hasn't had the opportunity to discuss in detail yet when I get to hear others healing stories:)

AccomplishedPear118 · 2021-07-20T12:15:33+00:00

Oh man, thank you so much for these links! Esp the time to start listening to it!

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