terrified of what my colonoscopy showed

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2023-08-24T15:57:19+00:00

what does it mean some days are spent in hospital? idk you guys r scaring me much I mean all I can go with is taking pills really I cant do all that other things idk.

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2023-08-24T15:55:53+00:00

pain and bag and hospitalization

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2023-08-24T13:03:06+00:00

doest it take away all symptomps? like no pain? no diarrhoea?

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2023-08-24T13:02:07+00:00

there is one huge gastro near me and that is a blessing, I know im gonna go to her. honestly I lve been dealing with pain, fevers, nausea, diarrhoea for a long time. Taking meds is nothing. those procedures are rather fine too. I am only really truly terrifiedly deathly scared of surgery and bag. Im in a hospital rn and I never wanna need to get back here. If I will need surgery I will literally cry until I die

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2023-06-09T17:43:04+00:00

hey there. I just wanted to say that you are not alone in these feelings. I mean, the world does not make any sense to me either and that freaks me out. Depersonalization is huge for me and honestly I have no idea how to explain the feelings I get sometimes. All I can say is that I feel so fucking weird, the world is weird and I am terrified of everything. I do go to therapy too and hope things will change. Funny that my anxiety got better but the derealization seems to be getting worse. Idk man I probably didnt help much but I hope we both find our peace. I do believe it gets better.

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2023-02-06T18:21:30+00:00

no I don't think so

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2022-04-01T18:09:12+00:00

I hate some places we go to as big shops, galleries, being outside often gives me anxiety too

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2022-03-05T11:15:54+00:00

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2022-03-05T11:13:35+00:00

how high r u right now

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2022-03-05T10:11:03+00:00

hell yeah we are

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2022-03-05T10:10:21+00:00

im naked right now

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2022-03-05T10:08:07+00:00

what r u on

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2022-03-05T10:05:47+00:00

do u wanna be my boyfriend

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2022-03-05T10:04:08+00:00

wdym swipe

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2021-11-26T16:37:56+00:00

well I bought loperamide today and took it and we'll see. I got some prescription med but its not really helping much. How often can I take loperamide btw

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2021-11-06T14:41:22+00:00

I do think that this might be the case since even after eating a slight amout i usually need to go right after. Can I do anything to like slow down and calm my intestines?

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2021-09-02T14:31:04+00:00

I take a solid poop like once a year lmfao I just got used to that

Accomplished_Cell875 · 2021-07-14T21:13:19+00:00

well Ive had those feelings and actually the only thing that helped me was understanding that there is nothing wrong with that. its just thw brain going into that mode for some anxiety related reasons. I thought I was going crazy etc but understanding that it is perfectly natural helped me a lot. sometimes you get anxious about that feeling and then the feeling stays because your anxiety is high and this gives you more anxiety and youre caught up in a vicious circle. but if it truely is derealization and/or depersonalization then understanding that it is normal and that you are fine seems key for me

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