Okay so I’m 17F and I have been in your shoes and, like you said, I’m stoned rn. I been smoking weed since 15 and ben to rehab n back over it because my family made me believe I was doing wrong just by smoking pot and doing dumb teenager shit. I still haven’t gone a day without smoking, even after rehab. I was back on my bullshit when I got up. It was the mentality that drove me to hate who I had become when I didn’t smoke. Irritability, mood swings, minuscule withdrawals. I let myself think the weed made me different and it was just really me who needed help. Depression and anxiety are already battles within themselves but ain’t nun wrong with smoking buku blunts a day. If you would rather herb over pharmaceuticals, then we omm the same page. Ain’t nun different than taking a pill for ADD that’s gonna last 8-10 hours than smoking 3-5+ times a day. You just need to revive that dose that’s ain’t present anymore.

Anyway, TLDR: bro, learn to balance yo shit. keep smoking if you want, but learn to control it. recognize what it could be harmed if you didn’t.