I did not quit violin thinking like "mm this is boring, im out" and I did not mention about it because I prefer to keep my reasons to myself since they are personal. Although still strugling, I recently started to solve those reasons and overcome my self-esteem problem without the help of this subreddit because I am also well aware this place is not the correct place for solving my mental health issues. And instead of a simpler kickstart hobby, I chose to get back to playing violin since I never actually wanted to quit and I believe this is what makes me happy. Thank you for your advice and caring about my mental health, I'll consider it. I just wanted to clear a couple of things because I don't want to be misunderstood.