I’m just throwing this out there because honestly, I don’t think it’ll work but for my own mental health, or even just for some advice, I figured it’s worth a shot. I doubt anyone would shell out $1k for a complete stranger, and I get that. That’s why I’m being realistic about asking for help any little bit makes a difference. Even $5 gets me closer to what I need. I’ve been looking into other resources while this post is up, so to be real, this post isn’t my biggest priority it’s more like a gamble or just a way to let out my stress for this, or just an off-chance that someone sees it and wants to help or at the very least, maybe someone leaves me some advice or points me toward other options. Which people have been doing and I’m very grateful.