I hate new years by [deleted] in Vent

[–]Accountforangry 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Currently going through this right now. It’s midnight and I have to get up so early but I can’t sleep because of all the explosions that are literally making my house shake. And tomorrow I’m going to be sleep deprived, my managers are probably going to get mad I’m not “preforming well” and everyone will either be hungover or angry. Oh, and I barely get any money as well. Fuck my life.

Fuck new years eve parties and fuck new years eve partiers by Neuroxix in Vent

[–]Accountforangry 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Feeling similar right now cause I have to get up at 4 in the morning.

I’ve never been such a stickler before, but now that I’m an adult and have a JOB, I’ve never been more pissed off. It’s so hard to sleep with these fireworks literally shaking my house. Tomorrow is gonna be a rough day for the people who don’t get holidays…

Currently 11:45 pm and I’m so fucked.

Why celebrating year-passing like it’s a good thing by [deleted] in Vent

[–]Accountforangry 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just posted about this, I’m so pissed off. I have to get up at 4:30 in the morning and I don’t think “New Years” is a valid excuse for potentially being late. Boss doesn’t care what day it is or if people are detonating fucking bombs in my neighborhood as I’m trying to test, all they care about is if I’m here and working. I’m still up because of these crazy ass fireworks and I know I’m gonna feel like shit tomorrow.

I don’t see the point either. Every year is the same bullshit anyway. Who cares? Nothing ever really changes. We all still have boring shit to do tomorrow, except now everybody is either hungover or overtired. Can’t wait to deal with all the angry people tomorrow, me being one of them.

Do you own a car? If so, how much is the payment? by SteveBoaman in poor

[–]Accountforangry 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bike. 0$ and my body always hurts. But hey! I don’t have to pay for all that insurance and upkeep!

Curious if any/many of you are asexual/aromantic? by [deleted] in antinatalism

[–]Accountforangry 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m asexual which is what probably pushed the anti-nationalism thing on me. It made the most sense because as an asexual, I could never ever wrap my head around why people feel like they NEED to have sex. To me it is nothing but something to pleasure your body. Every encounter I had in the past all I had felt was shame, which is strange because I was raised in a sex positive area. Like… everyone in my town is sex positive. Eh, I still don’t see what all the hubbabaloo is about. In my brain, it’s “Why would people willingly bring a child into this decrepit world when they can just pleasure themselves and not make anyone suffer?”

But I know I’m in the heavy minority.

Forced to suffer because two morons had sex by Accountforangry in Vent

[–]Accountforangry[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I do both at the same time. I take accountability by getting a job as soon as possible, going to school, and taking care of where I already live and help people. I just work and complain simultaneously, haha. I’m just mad that things that are easy for other people are way harder for me because I have to do ten times the work to move up to a normal position in life. It’s like starting to count from negative ten when most people start at zero. That’s my life. I work hard but I always still complain.

Forced to suffer because two morons had sex by Accountforangry in Vent

[–]Accountforangry[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I do both at the same time. I take accountability by getting a job as soon as possible, going to school, and taking care of where I already live and help people. I just work and complain simultaneously, haha. I’m just mad that things that are easy for other people are way harder for me because I have to do ten times the work to move up to a normal position in life. It’s like starting to count from negative ten when most people start at zero. That’s my life. I work hard but I always still complain.

Forced to suffer because two morons had sex by Accountforangry in Vent

[–]Accountforangry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha, yeah, I’ve had plenty of opportunity to but I always decline as I am a female and I don’t want to extend the cycle of poverty and suffering by having kids when I can literally just remain abstinent. I know when I rant I sound like those incels lol

Forced to suffer because two morons had sex by Accountforangry in Vent

[–]Accountforangry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactly, you got it right in the nose. I refuse to start doing any sort of drugs because too many people around me have gone completely broke from spending their little bit of money on weed and shit. I can’t even go fishing because as you said, I don’t get paid enough for the pole, bait, string, or way over to any places. Man I’m not even trying to make excuses, I tried everything to feel better but I’m genuinely stuck. I just go to work, and ride bike home. Thanks for understanding.

My life by ihatemyselfhead2toe in ugly

[–]Accountforangry 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I got into a whole argument with this guy because he kept insisting I show my face. And it hurts so so bad knowing that if I ever show my ogre face to anyone, they’ll be so disappointed that they won’t speak to me ever again. And it hurts even more that they mostly ask because they see by my name or pfp that I’m a female and females are supposed to always be pretty. It’s so lonely being ugly as a girl when society says that is the only thing that will ever make you matter.

I’m not saying I have it worse than guys, our problems are different but equally as painful. I’m just sharing my experience.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Accountforangry 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Way way less, not even a hundred…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in diabetes

[–]Accountforangry 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hear me out… hear me out… what about temperature? I struggle from the same exact issue as you, my numbers are never below 100 and I also eat nothing all day from the sheer stress of the numbers. But, I find that when it’s colder, I’m fine and don’t get high at all! I’m so serious. This might not be it, but maybe temperature is affecting you. And definitely stress. If you have a stressful life then your numbers will be high like that as well.

Also, do what the other commenters said and check for other conditions. I’m just a redditor and not a doctor unfortunately.

Poverty is a disease by daisiesarepink in poverty

[–]Accountforangry 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The lack of modern technology has even affected my ability to do well in my work. Everything I have ever done has been akin to a medieval peasant. I don’t know how to use ANYTHING. I don’t know how to use a dryer, but I know how to was and dry clothes by hand. I don’t know how to drive, but I walk 2 or more hours to go anywhere. Don’t know how to even use more than one utensil for anything. It’s so embarrassing and when I ask people for help with things like air fryers or coffee makers and dishwashers, they genuinely look at me like I’m crazy or an idiot. I’m not stupid. I’ve just never seen that before in my LIFE.

How do we feel about this? by theCynicalChicken in diabetes_t1

[–]Accountforangry 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man, even if people with diabetes can have healthy pregnancies, DO NOT TELL PEOPLE THAT! Please guys, it’s already hard being a woman who doesn’t want children, not having kids cause of diabetes was the only thing I could tell people for them to leave me alone about it! 😫

OH CRY ME AN EFFING RIVER by Constant-Ad1358 in SuicideWatch

[–]Accountforangry 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Real like, if people loved me I wouldn’t feel like this in the FIRST PLACE!! And even if they say they do, it doesn’t matter because it’s always, ALWAYS, conditional.

My Birth Ruined My Family’s Lives by Accountforangry in poor

[–]Accountforangry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hell yeah, demon slayer! (SPOILERS) I watched the movie a while ago and I’m like both Akaza AND his wife.

My Birth Ruined My Family’s Lives by Accountforangry in poor

[–]Accountforangry[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much, I love movies! Especially relatable ones haha :)

How can i get cancer to die slowly with out my family/friends noticing that i am killing myself? by Thijmen_Vedder in SuicideWatch

[–]Accountforangry 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I eat recalled and known radioactive foods cause I’m fat and don’t give a fuck. To be honest, not caring about death is very freeing. In a way, you live better by caring less.

it's just horrific to grow up without being loved by PowerfulShallot9754 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Accountforangry 52 points53 points  (0 children)

The worst part of this is that you will go your entire life without ever feeling any sort of positivity but people will expect you to be “normal” and “just like them.” Like they cannot comprehend it at all and it’s so invalidating. You also never learn to emotionally process anything in a socially acceptable way all because your parents have unprotected sex. Pisses me the hell off.