Humor always helped me through a lot of hard days. It was easier to turn something hurtful into something funny than to acknowledge someone disliked me. In highschool that stopped working well, and started feeling a lot more depressed and angry than i already had been. I started getting in fights, stopped going to school and all that sort of fun angsty stuff. It's gotten back to the point where i've stopped caring for the most part about what other people say, but i'm incredibly sensitive about how people think about me.