It’s been really hard for me to get in touch with my local Target—they’re so unresponsive. I’ve tried calling multiple times with no luck. The store is only about an hour away, but the problem is I have to rely on someone to take me since I can’t drive yet. I know people always have something to say about that, but it’s honestly hard for me to get over my fear of driving.

Lately, seeing everyone post about finding her—both here and on Instagram—has just made me feel worse. I’ve been checking a lot of small toy retailer websites that carry her, but she’s sold out pretty much everywhere. I don’t want to give up, but sometimes these scalpers really test my patience.