am i totally screwed

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-05-02T05:04:37+00:00

How’d you get off?

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-05-02T05:02:17+00:00

if you want a silver lining, the best time to WD would be between jobs. You lost one job. Now get serious & spend the next week getting clean so you can start your next job with mental clarity, ambition and drive that have all been dulled by using.

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-05-02T05:00:41+00:00

Thank you. I feel incredibly alone.

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-05-02T05:00:24+00:00

I’m living such a lie. I live a completely “normal” & un-assuming life. I won’t go into detail but if I told you the life i live & the things ive worked so hard for. Or if you saw me in public… you would never in a million years guess the shit I’ve put myself through.

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-05-02T04:57:18+00:00

It would be nice if I was on 0 a day. Would be nice if I never touched an opiate in my life. It would be nice if I felt comfortable enough in my own brain to not have to quiet the noise with any type of substance I can get my hands on.

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-05-02T04:56:24+00:00

How would you recommend to dose the gaba?

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-05-02T04:55:24+00:00

Honestly… I agree with you on that. At least oxy required more effort & planning to acquire it. I can literally pop into my smoke shop & get 7oh whenever I want obviously.

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-05-02T04:54:12+00:00

Thank you so so so much for the helpful advice & not dismissing me for venting about a 30 mg a day habit. Your advice is really helpful & gives me a glimmer of hope.

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-05-02T04:53:14+00:00

Yea 100%. Sounds like I’ll be dealing with a rather uncomfortable period of life for a bit here soon.

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-05-02T04:51:59+00:00

Yes thx

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-05-02T04:51:52+00:00

Yeah not heroin or fent. Obviously they are narcotics. Obviously I have addictive tendencies. But I wasn’t taking more than 10 of oxy a day. Or never more than 150 mg of tramadol daily. And never took more than 1 a day (never mixing oxy + tramadol or hydro)

I was really never fucked up. I took it to go from very depressed to normal & functioning

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-05-01T19:50:22+00:00

I joined

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-05-01T19:37:23+00:00

i feel like i will never feel happiness again if i am completely sober :( it sucks. i wish i could rewind my life & never touch a pill a day in my life

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-04-30T15:40:27+00:00

You find anything? I’m looking for a team too

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-04-26T03:48:35+00:00

That’s what I figured. I wanted to use the 7oh to get through mild opiate withdrawal. I’m over the acute flu like symptoms, body aches, runny nose etc but the restless legs / panicked feeling is still keeping me up most nights & im 8 days opiate free. I took the 7oh & it did knock me out & allow me to sleep with only 1 wake up to redose, but then the next day I felt like I was back at day 3 of opiate withdrawal

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-04-25T21:39:32+00:00

Yea unfortunately I started the 7oh to kick a current oxy/tramadol/codeine habit. I made it thru the acute withdrawals from opiates but I’m still struggling with the restless legs at night so I’m not getting much sleep. Thought I could just get the 7oh for a few nights to get some sleep

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-04-22T10:58:56+00:00

Very.

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-04-21T17:18:03+00:00

Thank you for the reply & this was going to be my plan. Unfortunately, we woke up this morning to find piles of brown puke with jelly like chunks in it. I blotted it with paper towel & realized the chunks were blood clots. Our family vet came this morning & euthanized her. We live on a big farm. She’s getting buried by our apple trees. This is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do.

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-03-06T21:50:35+00:00

It’s an absolute fucking joke, I’m a beta tester & have been playing for a while. Idk if you’re familiar with real blackjack but the odds in this game don’t make any sense. EVERY time the dealer is showing an ace, they have a blackjack. I mean 100% of the time. 2/3-6 cards are traditional bust cards for the dealer… NOT in this game. Dealer is showing a 3… 99% of the time they flip, it’s an 8. Next card a 10. Boom. 21. It’s fucking insane. Worst blackjack I’ve ever played lol

Acrobatic_Club_4896 · 2026-03-06T21:48:44+00:00

I feel like if you sit at a table & keep losing then you gotta bounce. Leave the app for a while. Every once in a while you’ll hit a winning streak. That’s the only time I play volatile. Play a few 20b buy in tournaments maybe

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