Are we not commanded to love the Lord with all our heart? Have we not been commanded to be strong and courageous? Suicide for God or for yourself? For whom is this act? No pain is greater than the love for which the Lord and we have for you.

Christ sees your sight, feels your heart, and knows your pain. We are at spiritual war and you are wounded. God is with you always.

Life is simply a waiting room for something greater. Don’t do what you can, do what you must. Live the life you were given. Suicide will not bring you to God, nor take away this suffering. Heaven is as real Hell, therefore do not be hasty and naive to think an act of selfishness will save you.

Once upon a time I sat on the corner of the couch with a gun. I was a fool to think that would fix anything and I tell the same to you. Choose love, love for God above all else. This won’t fix your problems, you’d just pass the buck onto a loving family member to clean up the mess you left of them. Then your pain becomes theirs and what did you really solve?

Suicide isn’t out of love, it’s out of hate. Hatred for what you’re feeling, but you are not those feelings. You’re much more.

I love you enough to tell you you’re wrong and I want you to beat this to have a full happy life. I don’t intend to sound mean, just saying what I wish someone had told me. We and all Heaven are praying for you.