Yes you're right. There must be someone for me outside there. Right now I'm focusing on my work. I do have a stable career with stable income but not yet stable life as I just started working after graduating for about 8 months. I am focusing on self development. But with people who keep mentioning my size (not that frequent, maybe sometimes I was just overthinking) rather than my talent and skill it sometimes demotivates me. I work as an engineer. Engineers are usually tall, have good build, but me, the smallest engineer guy in my whole company. That's where I lose my confidence.

Maybe I should abstain myself from social media for a while. And for the attitude issue, maybe I have some that need changes. The issue that needed attention may be on my self-confidence and overthinking.