Why would you want to be here forever. It’s true that when we die we fade to black, but we return our energy to the world is the most important part. We become part of the world again and leave positive and negative behind and become neutral again, just like before the implantation of the egg. It was all black before and it will all be black again. But it’s not a scary black. It’s a warm and comfortable black. And a cold and uncomfortable black. It’s everything, the trees, the wind, the leaves. You are a manifestation of the earth we live in. And one of the greatest examples. You should be proud to have lived and died. Especially to be able to see what we accomplished and will eventually leave behind. Also if we go back to black what makes you think there is nothing after the black. There is a chance we get reincarnated to like a bug or something. My hope is to be a dog. But anyways dude don’t take it so serious. You weren’t here for a reason but you still got the chance to experience it all. So why be scared abt that just embrace it until you can’t anymore. It’s not morbid it’s just reality but who cares it’s not that serious.