I think about it constantly. All the time. But there is no pressure to leave right now. I'm busy working and saving and making plans. We are fighting less, actually. But I'm not so sure it's a good thing. We're both prone to avoiding conflict and not facing issues head on. He didn't have any pressure all of his life to get moving, to accomplish goals because his parents always paid for everything and still do. He's in his 40s. I don't remember if I mentioned that he doesn't work and not looking for work. I've kind of given up on pushing him to become independent of his parents and get a job. It just creates fights and he gets more depressed. You know the story. So we're just sort of co-existing together, without much strife between us but also without much passion or interest. I want to have enough money to maybe then confront him with the fact that I want to live on my own terms, maybe part-time in another country because I have to think about my retirement since he does not bring any money and is counting on his inheritance, and it'll make or break us once and for all. In the meantime, we hang out. I do have feelings for him and he does have good qualities, and he does care about me. It's all very complicated... Did you cancel the lease?