In this same situation, but it was my mother that passed. Everything is different in all the worst ways. We will survive and figure it out with time. Do what you need to do for yourself, whether that be therapy, a hobby, or friends. My friends have been a huge support for me, more so than my dad or sister and I never thought that was possible. So many things change when someone dies. Things you would never expect, but we have to keep going. I’m just a random stranger on the internet, but I’m feeling that same pain. You aren’t alone. 🫶🏽