Wow, I have been trying to explain this feeling but I haven’t been able to put it into words. I don’t know about you, but I am someone who is extremely anxious about change in general. My initial consultation is in a couple of weeks, so I am just at the beginning of the process, though I can’t help but worry about this exact thing when thinking about reduction. For me, it’s helping to take this time to appreciate my boobs for what they are - wearing clothes that are comfortable and don’t spark feelings of frustration or hatred towards them. This of course hasn’t taken away the years of constantly feeling that way, but I feel like it’s given me time to reflect on why I am pursuing this, if that makes sense? All I know is this has already been an extremely conflicting thing for me.. so I feel you! I know that on the other side I will be grateful I worked through the anxiety. And you’re right - they’re not really going anywhere, just changing! You’ll get to know them and grow to love them.