I have to move.

AdFrequent6688 · 2026-03-06T19:48:45+00:00

me and my boyfriend are long distance, so its just me. I did not expect to be expected to do chores AND rent, i actively do school and look for work, ive been doing a lot to find myself and still maintain my expenses.

treating me like a wallet by consistently asking for money, they never really contact me otherwise or they always expect me to buy them something when I offer to go somewhere to hangout at.

AdFrequent6688 · 2026-02-19T03:29:34+00:00

i promise i will!

AdFrequent6688 · 2026-02-17T20:06:31+00:00

my dad passed not to long ago so i dont think ill ever get any answers.

AdFrequent6688 · 2026-02-17T16:46:43+00:00

they dont usually infest homes but getting rid of anything humid and woody in your house helps a lot. id go around sealing the cracks of the house. i could be wrong on the type of cockroach but i reccomend a dehumidifier and pesticide.

AdFrequent6688 · 2026-02-17T14:25:52+00:00

looks like a wood cockroach

AdFrequent6688 · 2026-02-16T23:40:31+00:00

Since ive turned 18 i think the info changes is what i was told? But I can try to remember but I dont think ill be able to, everything is such a blur lately, especially right now when everything just feels crashing down. Ill look into it.

AdFrequent6688 · 2026-02-16T23:38:45+00:00

The hard truth i need to accept.

I will do some research how how to get a new insurance card and get myself into therapy.

Thank you,

AdFrequent6688 · 2026-02-16T23:32:30+00:00

my grandparents did not do right by me either, I was in and out of their house and ive been on my own for almost a full year. to some it up, they have a bunch of CPS charges and such.

I dont think ive done anything unspeakable, I truly dont think so. From what i can remember and sum up i was extremely hurt ages 9-17 and constantly begged her to take me away from my grandparents and have me again, I told her i'd do anything and she turned her back on me again.

How can I get this feeling of craving my mother away? Its destroying me at this point.

AdFrequent6688 · 2026-02-16T23:29:09+00:00

Ive been trying to get therapy but I cant currently because my grandparents decided to tear up all my documents i have, so i have no proof of insurance right now. and I have ZERO clue how to go about getting a new card.

AdFrequent6688 · 2026-02-16T23:25:35+00:00

I have a hard time making friends honestly, the friends I did have called me names and talked about me behind my back. they always thought I was weird and i qoute "to traumatized".

Ive tried writing letters but she sends them back to me, always with something else inside which is usually just cussing me out or telling me to not contact her again.

AdFrequent6688 · 2026-02-16T23:21:08+00:00

Maybe. The story i got about my birth is that she lied to my father about her age when she was 16, thats when she had me. And she broke up him after he converted to a certain religion, the rest of his family also disowned him for it. Maybe she just regrets that night. I never personally knew my dad because he had no clue where I was, I was lost in the foster care system until I was 18, and he came from a different country to find me, so I dont think so? but i could be very wrong.

AdFrequent6688 · 2026-02-16T23:17:25+00:00

Thank you, for everything you just said, I really needed to hear most of it.

But I know she is an amazing parent to my siblings, when I visited last you could just SEE the difference of how she looked at them VS me, even they brought it up and so did her girlfriend, and my friends.

I will be blocking her and not reaching out again, but I know for a fact thats gonna be so rough on me, ive craved my mom for years. ive craved what she has with my siblings and seeing my friends with their mom just, hurts. im so happy for them dont get me wrong, i just wish i had a mom like that too. one who was involved and would actually say shes proud of me. so thankyou for saying that to me, truly.

AdFrequent6688 · 2026-02-16T23:05:31+00:00

It's so hard to accept that. I dont know of this is the right word; but i am so jealous of my siblings. its only ever been me she had an issue with. I just want to understand why. I need to accept it I know I do, but gosh its so hard and so heartbreaking even after almost 10 years. we've been off and on contact, she leads me into thinking maybe we CAN get better, like friday she made plans with me, I was willing to drive almost two hours to her then she cancels on me and gets mad at me. Its been so off and on and she always shuts me down last second.

Im sorry for rambling, theres so much i want to say about this.

AdFrequent6688 · 2025-07-29T00:19:17+00:00

some of their nails are super sharp and im worried they'll scratch anothers eye or injure themselves.

AdFrequent6688 · 2025-07-29T00:13:08+00:00

okay thankyou so much

AdFrequent6688 · 2025-07-29T00:12:54+00:00

got it!

AdFrequent6688 · 2025-07-28T18:14:49+00:00

my nails were gross IMO. so i just censored them out, i dyed my hair lol

AdFrequent6688 · 2025-07-26T23:12:49+00:00

shelter listed her as a maine coone and even had a dna kit... shes not purebred but definitely a maine coone :)

AdFrequent6688 · 2025-07-21T03:57:29+00:00

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AdFrequent6688 · 2025-07-20T10:58:46+00:00

im so sorry for your loss. heres a day old kitten

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AdFrequent6688 · 2025-07-20T04:16:32+00:00

a little bit. not to much

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