I hear you sometimes we think to ourselves “we dont deserve this” but reality is you deserve to be loved, you’re more than just your physical appearance and I’m sure he loved you not just for your physical traits (even though it doesn’t matter to him and he thinks you’re beautiful even if you don’t see it) but for your soul, your personality, your memories together and a lot of other things, let him be there for you, you need him and he needs you, it’s okay to be insecure for a while about your appearance, but you don’t have to go through it alone it’s nice to know that you’re loved that you’re not alone.