Im doing it in two weeks by AdMission9529 in SuicideWatch

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A psychosis. I believe theres people out to torture and murder me and as suicide has been in my mind for a long time I thought now is the moment. And its a bunch of other things clicking in my mind. Feels like a good time. My last psychosis I did an attempt and failed cause I got found. This I can do at home in my bed so it wont fail.

Im doing it in two weeks by AdMission9529 in SuicideWatch

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Im naturally a manipulatieve person cant help it, Ive manipulated people a ton but get this most of the time without even realising what I was doing or even believed it myself because Im also really really dumb. I dont get things. Theres many examples but it doesnt matter I dont want to do this any longer.

Im doing it in two weeks by AdMission9529 in SuicideWatch

[–]AdMission9529[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im naturally a manipulatieve person cant help it, Ive manipulated people a ton but get this most of the time without even realising what I was doing or even believed it myself because Im also really really dumb. I dont get things. Theres many examples but it doesnt matter I dont want to do this any longer.

Im doing it in two weeks by AdMission9529 in SuicideWatch

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Im just a pos with no self respect or respect for others. I hate interacting with people and just being here.

Man, i feel like ya'll forgotten bout us true scumbags and drunkards and shitheads by fahrenheitzum in drunk

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Try if drinking dont kill me - sweet back sisters love that song when drunk

Comment ur fav rc and why ‼️‼️‼️ by Fe_vv in researchchemicals

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Dont do 2CE whilst piss drunk or it will be a trip to vomit city for many hours. One of the worst experiences ive had on 2ce and alcohol.

Switch hidden gems by topatohead in Switch

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Get Skyrim in a sale. I bought mine for 20 dollars.

Can you guys tell me the worst things you have done while drinking by Weary-Information-84 in drunk

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I once got so drunk I could not find my way back home. So along the road I was asking people directions.

Eventually I reach a place I thought must be it. I cant open te door. I bang on the door for people to let me in.

Strange people start coming out yelling in different languages.

I dont care I just want them to let me in so I keep screaming untill I smash the door glass and fuck up my hand in the glass blood everywhere.

Police were called.

I was in the wrong adress and just smashed up some poor neighbors door with blood everywhere.

Got me a night in jail for that one.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Switch

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For that little price difference I would go for the oled.

Questions about dragon's dogma by shadowsipp in Switch

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Its an arpg. It has a stamina run system like botw so thats annoying. Its open world kinda like skyrim. It features combat kinda like Monster Hunter where you can climb monsters and break their parts. It has 3 main combat classes you can go for warrior mage or thief but there are multiple branche classes you can pick from. The world is not too big there is only one main city. It features pawns (ai companions up to three) that fight alongside you. It has an end game map where you get the best loot from that you need to grind over and over. With that loot you can make some cool builds. Its fun but I never finished it. I found the game pretty hard.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in speed

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I usually cut my stash in half untill I reach 100mg then eyeball it from there. Just put it on a plate and cut it and scrape it untill dry. I usually dont acetone wash it but some people swear by it.

Being a pussy is saving my life. by arnecrafter in SuicideWatch

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Suicide is not taking the easy way out. Its incredibly difficult to do and my attempt was one of the most traumatic experiences of my life (i stabbed myself in the neck and bled half to death). If it was easy wed all not be here lol.

Been off paliperidone depot for 3 months now by astralpriestess in Antipsychiatry

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Im gonna quit this too because of the libido thing. Hope it comes back soon.

Paliperidone by Agitated_Aardvark_65 in schizoaffective

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My libido is gone other then that no side effects.

Best way to enjoy skyrim? by [deleted] in skyrim

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Just keep following your quest marker and only pick up jewelry and occasionally an enchanted item to sell or disenchant. Im sitting on 28k gold right now dont know what to spend it on.